MBS2 : Bound to be His Slave

Continuation

JAZLYN'S POV

"Moma, good morning" I glance at the doorframe when i heard Vivory's voice coming from there.

Kagigising lang nito and still rubbing her eyes out of sleepiness.

I glance at the clock behind her, before giving her a soft smile her.

Still early. It's just quarter to six. Though, the sun is about to set in too. I don't know how, but mas mabilis tumaas ang sikat araw dito sa amin. I know, it doesn't make sense at all, but i guess i will leave it that way. Maybe it's just the thing here.

"Good morning, honey. Why leave the bed, already? You can still sleep for a few more hours, before your tutor session starts" Bati ko dito pabalik.

"It's ok, Moma. I'm not sleepy anymore. Plus i wanted to accompany you. Ngayun na wala si Dada, you must feel a bit sad. I will stay with you, Moma" Vivory remarked confidently, then give me a soft smile.

Again, i was speechless. Not that it's my first time hearing those words from, for it's been going for four days for now. Well, hindi naman nya inuulit ang mga exact word but they still fall the same.

And yes, she's been waking up earlier than her routine to be with me, and saying stuff that i might be sad dahil wala ang ama. At sa totoo lang lahat nang mga iyun ay tama. It still bother's me na wala dito sa bahay si Mathew.

But how can i stay bothered kung umaumaga ay may nag papaalala sa akin na they will stay with me no matter what? Just imagine how much my heart falter and melt because of my daughter's word?

It's those amazing feeling when you get those butterflies in your stomached for the first time because of your first love actually talking to you.

My daughter never leave my side and make's me feel sad. And this has been going for four days simula ng umalis ang ama nya. Somehow, he remind me of Mathew kaya feeling ko tuloy ay hindi ito umalis.

And yes, it has been four days. Sa una at ikalawang araw i got too emotional that i almost breakdown but Vivory help me calm down. Ewan ba pero nag o-overthink ako agad sa maliliit na bagay pag wala si Mathew. Fortunately enough Vivory is with me so I'm coping up just fine without Mathew.

I know it sound silly, dahil parang ako yung bata. Imbis na ang anak namin ang umiyak dahil wala ang ama nya, eh ako yung naiiyak dahil wala si Mathew. I just can't help it. I have gone through a lot. Those things left me with great trauma. That's why I'm so thankful for my daughter, dahil andito sya sa tabi ko.

So yes, four days pass by that quickly. Sa mga unang araw lang naman ako naging emotional dahil naninibago ako. But today, i think... i handled my emotions just fine.

I did not cry or anything. I feel a bit sad still, but nothing more. I simply miss Mathew's presence. Actually, i even made myself some coffee and enjoy the morning breeze from the rooftop earlier.

Which is hindi ko pa nagagawa sa mga nag daang araw. So yes, it's a very big improvement for me. That means na nagiging accustom na ako kahit paunti unti na wala sa paligid si Mathew. And my daughter helps me a lot.

Actually kababa ko lang rin talaga from the rooftop, dahil nag sisimula na akong mag handa ng almusal. Expected ko narin kasing magigising narin si Vivory. I know na hindi lang naman ako ang nakakamiss kay Mathew. Before anything else, ay alam kong kung miss ko si Mathew ay mas miss sya ng anak namin.

That's why here i am, trying my best to at least make something for her, so that she wouldn't be too sad. I'm making her some egg pie. One thing about my daughter is that she loves pies. Specially egg pie.