CHAPTER 38

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Xiao Zhan seemed offended and disappointed

"And you believe him?"

"I did but now...I don't really know."

"Why would you believe him?"

"It's been 2 years Xiao Zhan, and you're the literal definition of Gorgeous, how could I ever believe that not one single person were able to seduce or tempt you into doing it?"

"Then, Was someone else able to tempt you in these past 2 years? Especially in your circle, isn't your circle full of gorgeous looking people?"

Lan Wangji affectionately looked at Xiao Zhan and tucked Xiao Zhan's hair behind his ear.

"No one can compare to you."

"Then so did I, I didn't even look for one or something, I just know that all I could think about is you and I bet even Jackson knows that now so I don't understand why he said that...."

Lan Wangji understood Jackson Wang's action but he didn't want to sympathize with the lad's rejected feelings, Xiao Zhan is his. It's better for Jackson Wang to find someone else. Definitely not better but as long as Jackson Wang would learn to love others, isn't it still a happy ending for him?

Lan Wangji couldn't help but look at his pathetic being. He couldn't believe that he could be so selfish, everyone in Gusu would be disappointed with him if they found out what kind of scumbag he had become. But he couldn't help him, it's his Xiao Zhan he had to fight for and he isn't willing to let go of him, not now, not ever. He couldn't possibly make the same mistake thrice.

Jackson Wang can do without Xiao Zhan but He can't.

"Maybe he just wanted me to get hurt since I've hurt you."

Maybe he wanted revenge for both you and him.

Xiao Zhan was surprised at Lan Wangji's cold tone while saying those words.

"Ohhh...ok, yeah maybe you're right, but I hope you don't take this to heart since... Jackson's really nice, I Don't think he meant it in a bad way."

As if...he was trying to have me think that you had sex with him just to torture me everyday.

Lan Wangji's jealous but he knew he didn't have the right to be jealous, He should at least give it to Jackson who's been with Xiao Zhan while he's gone.

"Hmmm" Lan Wangji didn't say anything more than just a hum, he just kept quiet since he knew he'll turn grumpy if the conversation about that Jackson Wang continues.

A comforting silence permeate the two while both were just staring at the sea.

"You picked a good place."

"Yeah...but the food..." At Lan Wangji's words, both of them looked at the lunchbox that's full of food prepared by Lan Wangji now messily placed on the sand. Xiao Zhan had unconsciously threw it all up while fighting with Lan Wangji.

"I'm sorry...I..." Xiao Zhan was speechless, being angry at Lan Wangji was one thing but hum wasting food prepared by Lan Wangji is what he finds the most upsetting.

Lan Wangji felt Xiao Zhan's disappoinment with himself and tried to make Xiao Zhan better by coaxing him.

"Don't be upset,I can cook for you everyday if that's what you want."

"But still I..."

"It's okay, it's all my fault, I've hurt you and made you mad." Lan Wangji couldn't help but be mesmerized by Xiao Zhan's kind nature.

It didn't matter anymore if Xiao Zhan is really Wei Ying or not, what matters is that the one he's in love with now is a person named Xiao Zhan.

A kind, generous, forgiving and gorgeous person named Xiao Zhan.

Perhaps, Wei Ying was his first love while Xiao Zhan now is his last love. And if it really is true that Xiao zhan is his Wei Ying, then, I guess he's fallen in love with the same person twice.

Lan Wangji leaned on Xiao Zhan's shoulders and hugged him sideways.

"Zhan-ah, I love you..."

Xiao zhan flinched at Lan Wangji's sweet words and voice.

"T-thank you."

Lan Wangji chuckled at Xiao Zhan's response for he knew that it might take a while for Xiao Zhan to say I love you to him again.

It's okay, he deserved it. As long as it's a positivity response, then he's happy with whatever and however Xiao Zhan reacts with him.

Lan Wangji wanted to talk more but stopped when he heard Xiao Zhan's stomach growl.

Lan Wangji smirked at Xiao Zhan's cute red face after his stomach's loud growl.

Lan Wangji stood up and held his hand up for Xiao Zhan to take.

Xiao Zhan took his hand and Lan Wangji escorted for Xiao Zhan to stand up and after that Xiao Zhan stood up, Lan Wangji took a few minutes of arranging and packing all the things he'd prepare for Xiao Zhan.

After that, Lan Wangji held Xiao Zhan's hand and walked to where Jiang Cheng, Peng Chuyue and the motherfucking liar named Jackson Wang are.

After all, they were the only one who had food that would suit Xiao Zhan's taste.

After a while of walking, Lan Wangji and Xiao Zhan found the three talking with each other with a serious atmosphere.

Jackson Wang was about to speak again until Xiao Zhan started to speak up, he had a feeling Lan Wangji wouldn't be pleased to hear about any of the three's conversation.

"What are the three of you doing?"

The three noticeably flinched in surprise and looked at the two as If they had just been caught red handed doing something wrong.

Leng Chuyue was the first one to answer Xiao Zhan's question.

"No-nothing!" Peng Chuyue nervously said while looking around in panic while Jiang Cheng was obvious about his dislike of seeing Xiao Zhan with Lan Wangji again, especially since the both now seems to be ok with each other.

"And what are you doing talking with this scumbag huh?" Said Jiang Cheng While looking at Lan Wangji with his raised right eyebrow.

At that, Both Xiao Zhan and Lan Wangji knew that they're about to hear the nastiest words Jiang Cheng will ever say.

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