Pains of Mela

Chapter 16: Mira

After Mel left the room, I got thinking or rather I got lost in my thoughts. Brayan never drinks alcohol this much. I just hope he opens up to mela, at least if he does he would lighten up a bit.

Yeah I know I and Brayan are not the best of siblings but I still care about him, he could be so annoying and irritating yet he is so handsome. That's what am proud of he has a killer handsomeness. Ouch but he isn't as handsome as Erald.

  I got so excited at the thought of Erald, gosh, he is damn cute and to put cherry on the cake, he is rich as well, what could I ever wished for. I laughed at myself.

"C'mon Mira, you are behaving like a poor chick who wants to trap a rich guy, so she could also be rich through him. I mean your dad is so rich too, so why the hell are you so excited about Erald being rich?" My mind yelled at me.

"Just shut up okay." I yelled back.

"You wouldn't understand, you are just inside me, you don't get to suffer." I added.

"No don't you even say that, of course I get to suffer for what your stupid heart gets to want." My mind yelled yet again.

"Hey." I said aloud not realizing I had been talking in the inside. Oh God I hope I don't go crazy in my so called love for Erald but according to mela it's an obsession. I don't think it's an obsession, loving someone is no obsession.

Ugh......Mira you got class today, can you stop with all this crazy stuffs. Wait!! What the hell am I even going to wear today.

I got up going through my clothes that are in my closet. What should I wear, what should I wear. I said it as if I'm singing a song. Oh well this gown, so you are still here, hells I didn't even know that you still existed. I said speaking to the gown like it's a human. Oh God am I actually loosing my mind? Well I don't know.

Oh well, so it's decided am gonna wear a black gown and a sneaker. That sounds odd. It's not as if it's a long gown, nah it's actually a short one, above my knee, so I don't think it's awkward. Okay let me go bathe now.

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  Ahhh.....so refreshing, I don't know how some people don't like to bathe like that's disgusting. A nice refreshing shower I had. Okay where's the drier, and the roller, where the fuck did Mel keep them all. My eyes were searching for the drier and roller, and my eyes caught them.

  It's beside the dressing mirror, okay got you. I walked over to the dressing mirror, I plugged the drier and switched it on and it began to dry my long hair which is below my shoulder. After I finished drying off the hair, I oiled it before I started rolling it with the roller.

Oh well am done with my hair, let me get my dress and my black sneaker. I wore them, and so am done dressing. My bag, oh no where did I fling it to. Oh God am such a disorganized person.

   Walking to my closet I saw the bag laying inside the closet. So this is where you hid yourself.

"It's not as if it hid itself, you threw it there don't blame the poor bag." My mind spoke to me in a uhm....I think it was speaking like my mom would have, if she were alive.

"No you can't get emotional now." I screamed at my heart for trying to make tears well up in my eyes.

"Oh, but what can I do, that's my job, to stare up emotions." My heart replied back.

"Don't you think you both are making me go crazy." I said to both my heart and mind but I got no reply from either.

"Oh God please don't let me go in—" I got disturbed by the call on my phone. Now who the hell could this be.

  I got up and went beside my side table by my bed and I got my phone, I saw that it is Lina calling. Oh no I forgot about my class.

"Hey Lina." I said sounding guilty.