Never ; steven f

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-Edited
I sat outside with a soggy sandwich in my hands. The rain poured and the tree didn't make a difference. I couldn't sit in the cafeteria, If I do, Steven will insult me again like last week. Last week he dumped his tray on me and said i was a lesbian for not liking him. Every girl has a crush on him. Except me.

I checked my phone and I have gotten new comments from Steven on gossip box. Gossip box is a website were people gossip. Steven always posts comments on there. The whole school sees his comments and reblog, they all hate me and i have no idea why. ive never done anything to them, someone people i dont even know, and yet they still dislike me very much.

GOSSIP BOX♚

@StevenFernandezdoe:
@ Andrea.s is lame af, she can't even sit in the cafeteria
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@ stevenfernandezdoe:
This bitch bout to get beat up @ Andrea.s
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I don't wanna Get beat up again.
Quickly I gathered my stuff and went the opposite way. I'm gonna ditch, I don't want another beat up.

Someone grabbed my hoodie making me fall in the mud. My glasses fell and I couldn't see a thing. I swished my hands here and there but I couldn't find them. I noticed a person standing in front of me with a red hoodie. "Looking for these ?" Stevens harsh voice said. I didn't say a thing. ".. He threw my glasses at me and I put them on quickly. Three other boys surrounded me. Steven punched my lip making me wince. I felt a couple of kicks here and there. All I heard were giggles. A sharp pain came upon my back . I sobbed as they all left..

I got up and grabbed my muddy backpack. I ran home till my feet got tired. I was half way there and my legs felt wobbly...
My pace became slow and I shivered. I turned the cold metal knob and tripped over the Matt on my door. I cried a little . I haven't tried killing my self in 7 months. That is a lot for me. I hated Steven with all my fucking guts. I wish he could leave me alone. Somethings are possible. Not this .
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hi yet another crappy fanfic by me

9/6/16

WARNING *i wrote this when i was 12-13 yrs old, im 14 now and now that i look back at my writing i realized that its stupid, its unrealistic and cringey. NOW TOWARDS THE END THE BOOK HAS BETTER WRITING BECAUSE YANNO I WAS ALREADY 14 AND MORE MATURE AND SHIT and i realized how cliche books arnt cool, so yeah just wanted to put that out there :) 

have fun reading this shitty book.