Trapped (Amorist Series #1)

Chapter 7

Chapter 7

Some questions are the answers.

It's been weeks since the langga thingy, day after that, balik sa ma'am tawag ko sa kaniya, iba na epekto sa 'kin e.

It feels different to the point that it scares the sh*t out of me. I never felt this way to anyone, and out of all people bakit kay miss ko pa naramdaman?

Bakit sa guro kong pinaglihi sa ampalaya at sama ng loob? I'm scared to fall in love, 'cause I can't bear the responsibilities when it comes to commitment, it's going to be a death of me.

And I may sound stupid 'cause I think relationships are nothing but baggage, but you can't blame me. I grew up in an environment where I witnessed how love can cage people.

That's why when I feel like I'm about to fall, I'll run away in an instant. I called myself a runner, but I only ran away for my peace of mind!

But now? I have nowhere to go, I'm trapped, and stuck with the thoughts about her that invade my mind. Each night, and whenever my mind is free to do so.

Her smile, how fancy it looks. . . I cherished it with so much ardent, so does her eyes, it can make my doubts about relationships fade.

She seems distant, but feels like she's near, the exact opposite of what I felt towards her before. And to think about this inside of our room made me smile.

"Ano'ng lahi ng dog niyo?" Azy asked to our new found friend. Siya ang katabi ko, naka ati-rad at matalino.

"Aso." Tugon ng isa, natawa ako.

Ilang araw na silang nagbabangayan, we became friends after magpagawa si ma'am ng activity that consists three people in each group. Akala ko mahinhin siya, pero daig pa pagiging maloka ko sa pagiging madulas ng mga salita niya.

Lagi akong natatawa at napapaisip na baka sila ang magka-tuluyan someday, and here they are, in a middle of a fight again.

"Saan ka kaya pinaglihi 'no?" Kunot ang noo ni Azy. "Parang laki ng epekto nito sa pag-iisip mo."

"Huwag mo na itanong Azrael," Yunice said sabay ayos ng upo sa gilid ko, si Azy nasa harapan niya. "Hindi gagana sa 'yo 'yon."

"Buti naman—"

"Ang kailangan mo raw ritwal e. Sayaw ka ng kanta ni Kuya Will sa madaling araw."

"Pinagsasabi mo?" Nakapamewang na sabi ng isa.

"Boom tarat-tarat." Yunice said while suppressing a smile, Azy did the same thing.

"Try niyo kaya na i-ano. . . I-move ang hips niyo paabante and paatras, and then 'yung dalawa niyong kamay sumasabay pero opposite sila ng direction." Suggestion ko.

"Ikaw na lang kaya ang gumawa belle?" They said in sync, I pouted. Kaya ayaw ko makisali sa kanila kasi ako ang mapag-tutulungan.

"Ano'ng kakainin natin for lunch? Nagugutom na 'ko." Walang prof na nagtuturo since may event, marami kaming free time.

"I want to eat pastil." Yunice said, I agreed with her.

"Huwag sa cafeteria, 'yung pastil nila parang suman." Asik ni Azy, natawa kami.

Ang payat kasi tapos sobrang liit lang din ng ulam na nasa ibabaw ng kanin. "Gusto mo sa labas? Ang laki ng building nakakatamad." Yunice stood, I did the same.

"Speaking of buildings punta tayo kina Jin at Eira?" Now we're on our way to the cafeteria. "Wala pa kasi akong masyadong alam dito sa pasikot-sikot ng university bukod sa building natin." Wala akong oras para mag-libot, good thing now mahaba-haba ang free time namin.