total drama dumbasses

well... | chapter fifty

gwendolyn

gwen
WELL WELL WELL

noah
what do you want

gwen
FOR YOU TO TELL ME EVERYTHING
and i mean everything, sterecra.
don't hold back

noah
i dont see why youre all so desperate to hear about me and cody

gwen
are you fucking kidding me
we've been waiting for this since the awake-athon

noah
ah

gwen
so????

noah
well
we haven't really dtred
he's sleeping at his own house and im at mine

gwen
booooooooooo

noah
sierra exhausted him gwen give him a break
i dont want him to wake up and im there asking him "what are we"

gwen
i see
well either way you two will have a happy healthy relationship!
soulmates fr

noah
can you do me a favour?

gwen
depends what it is

noah
dont tell anyone abt this 

gwen
i think they all know already

noah
no, its different.
can you make people stop bugging cody about this stuff because i wont tell them? or at least don't tell them what i told you. 
he's been through things

gwen
okay. i respect that.

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NOAH

I guess Cody and I should define the relationship.

But a kiss doesn't mean you're dating and in a relationship, right?

However, I've already kissed Cody three times:
1) During Total Drama Season 1 during the Awake-athon
2) The random ass spin the bottle game at our last go away Sierra party
3) Cody rescue mission

And all those times we weren't in a relationship. Half of the time I was fucking unconscious, drunk, or something. I was probably high off Sierra attacking me.

But I can't shake off the fact that Cody kissed me back. He always kisses me back, how did I not realize that?

And I'm fairly sure he likes me back. Or something. I've already asked people like Heather, Courtney and Justin, all they said was 'Congrats, you're the last people to know.'

I don't know how I came to the result that I liked Cody in the end. I think it was the thrill of it- Sierra taking Cody away made me realize that I probably had to tell him I liked him, before I even consciously realized I liked him. 

Maybe it was earlier than that, even. I've spent so long defending myself, saying that I wasn't gay, that I didn't like Cody, that when it actually dawned over me that I did like him I can't remember why. 

I'm so confused.

You know, I might go see him.

I'm going to go see Cody.

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drama brothers 🔥😎🎸

cody: gday everyone