Harry Styles Imagines and Preferences Book Two

Personal For Lauren

Personal for Lauren :)

"...how can you say that Lauren, I can't control if someone flirts with me, you know I didn't flirt back with her so what's the problem?!" Harry yelled as you walked through the kitchen in an effort to ignore him

"Oh so now you are going to ignore me, is that how your gonna play it, yeah real mature babe" he chuckled

"well maybe if I saw you a bit more than once a week I wouldn't be so scared about losing you" you made an effort to comeback but by the raise in his eyebrows you could tell you had failed.

Harry, Liam and Niall had recently been in an interview with an interviewer who was a bit forward with him shall we say, putting her hand on his knee every 5 minutes, directing questions to him to try and make him say bad things about you and even trying to ask for his number after the interview and although you were used to girls flirting with him, this time the woman just really hit a nerve.

"So first, it's my fault that the woman was flirting with me even though I pushed her away and didn't give in to all of her stupid questions and now my job is the reason that your angry with me, that's great Lauren, just great" he scoffed

"No Harry I didn't say your job is the reason I'm angry with you, to be honest I am not even that angry with you it's just that woman, her being all cosy with you and me not being there to be able to do anything just annoys me" you reached out to lay a hand gently on his arm in an attempt to calm him down but that wasn't going to happen anytime soon

"No Lauren, you can't just switch from being angry to all loving to me again, I am going to bed. I need to get some air, I thought I would come home to a nice night with my girlfriend and make a real effort to show you how sorry I am for not being able to spend much time with you recently but no, I get all sorts of stick for some woman's actions. Don't you get it, you're the only girl that I have eyes for, the only girl I want-"

"Yes I do Harry but i-" you interrupted

"No you obviously don't Lauren otherwise we wouldn't be in this situation, we wouldn't be standing here having this argument so no you clearly don't trust me enough to even go out and do my job for gods sake" he ran his hand through his hair and pulled at the roots showing his anger and his patience running thin

"You know what Harry, I have to deal with so much shit for this relationship, getting daily abuse on every social media site, getting daily reminders of how I don't deserve you, how I am not the perfect girl and how I am nothing compared to your ex-girlfriends which constantly puts thoughts in my mind like how I actually don't deserve you so when I see another woman trying it on with you it scares me Harry, it's not that I don't trust you it's just natural" even though you had that response planned out you didn't plan on telling Harry that much and you could see by the blank look on his face he did not know how to react

"I am going to bed, we will talk about this in the morning Lauren" he huffed and padded up the stairs before you heard the slam of the bedroom door, sleeping on the couch I guess it is then

After grabbing some blankets from the sofa in the corner of the room and collecting some pillows from the washing that had been done earlier, an early night and long sleep was defiantly needed. With the TV playing re runs of Friends episodes you soon realised how hard it was to sleep without the familiar body sprawled out next to you, the strong arms wrapped tightly round your waist, the long legs tangled in yours and them green eyes and the raspy voice soothing you to sleep.

The idea of giving up and going to sleep in bed next to Harry was strong but you couldn't be the one to give in, not after the way he spoke to you. You just had to push past the thoughts of missing him and force yourself to sleep, after a few hours you were in a light sleep, not being able to fall asleep peacefully with the re run of the argument playing over and over in your head, thinking of things you should've said or debating whether it was even worth bringing up in the first place.

*half an hour later*

The creek of the door and the sound of the TV being clicked off was enough to stir you from your sleep, if you could even call it that.

"Baby?" you heard that raspy yet soft voice that you longed to hear in the few hours you had been on the couch

"Lauren I know you're not asleep" he chuckled "I think your underestimating how well I know you my love"

"What do you want Harry" you mumbled while turning over to face your back to him and your head facing the sofa

"No, no, no babe don't turn over you need to come back to bed" you heard him kneel next to you and felt his hand run through your hair

"I was waiting for you to come to bed, to tell you how sorry I am for being such a dick to you, I always underestimate how much you go through just to be with me and for that I am eternally grateful. I understand how demanding my job has been for the past few weeks because of the tour and album release coming up and I will never be able to say sorry enough and I should never take out my anger for management or stress from the day out on you babe, please come back to bed baby. I can't sleep without you by my side, I hate the thought of you being by my side, the thought that I am not there to protect you from anyone or anything that may happen, the bed feels so empty without you I even tried to cuddle your pillow but it's just not the same" he chuckled "please love, please come back to bed"

You felt the tears on the brink of your eyes, and couldn't stand to not see him for another minute, you could hear the hurt in his voice and the truth in his words

"too tired" you mumbled

"guess we are just going to both have to squeeze onto this couch then babe" you could feel the weight change next to you, the emptiness of the space next to you being taken

"I am so so so sorry baby" he whispered in your ear followed by soft and sweet kisses being peppered along your neck and shoulder

"We will talk about it in the morning, let's just go to sleep" you turned round so you were face to face and soon looking into the bright emerald eyes and pink lips smiling at you

"I love you Lauren" he whispered

"I love you too idiot" you smiled

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