Phat Girl Got Issues

chapter 12

Amere POV

Well this is I think my first POV. But anyways Jada broke up with me. Frfr I would've to I didn't mean to hit her but she be pissing me off. Plus I haven't took my medicine in a couple weeks. And I know I should cause I'm bipolar and I have anger issues frfr. Cj been telling me to take them and Monte also. But I won't because I feel like I'm being controlled by them. But yeah I gotta go. Ima go get my meds and take them and get my life together. I been slacking at work so you know I gotta get it together. My best friend Jere got shot and that's another reason why I stopped the pills. I thought I could handle it but I guess not..

Trina POV

Well me and Jada at the hospital. She had to push the placenta out. Also they took the fetus and she's a wreak. But what can I do . I felt terrible for her. But there's nothing that I could do. They said that her baby has been dead for about a week. That its weird she didn't have it the day it died. But they said maybe it was from stress or something else. She got sewed up and they said we could leave. We got to my house she went and laid on my bed. She said sorry for what happened today. I told her I was good he ain't shit. She said right that he wasn't like that before. I said oh okay boo. I ordered some pizza from Papa Johns. Then I ordered wings from some wing place with some Mountain Dew my ultimate favorite pop or soda whatever y'all call it. But it was gone be good. Me and her watched movies in my home theater. While eating then I hear someone in the house. It isn't my dad cause he outa town. So I walked upstairs and I saw DJ and Markus. I'm like oooo y'all scared me. They said our bad. They like what you doin? I said minding my own with Jada. They scrunched up their faces. I told them that we made up and she left his ass for beating her. They said okay we finna watch with y'all. They followed me and we came down she staring at the TV. I'm like DJ and Markus here Jada. She says hey they sat by us. Then I gotta call from Rich,Blu, and Jared. Convos

Them- wassup

Me- nun what you call me for?

Them- cause we wanna come over.

Me- okay we come over bring food.

Them- okay hot or food to cook?

Me- hot

Them- okay bye

Me- bye

Conversation over

I told everyone they coming over and they said cool. Jada still being antisocial which I understand why. Twenty minutes later i got a knock at the door. It was Amere i just slammed the door on him. I told the boys to take Jada upstairs and they did. i opened the door and said what. He asks if he can talk to me. i said sure but not here he says okay we can go to Cj's. I said okay and i put on some shoes. Then he opened my door. I texted the boys telling them where i am and that the boys still coming. They said aight and me and Amere rolled off. We finally get to Cj's home and we walk in Cj just watching a movie. So he looks up and sees us two and starts saying when yall get cool. Im like we not he wanted to talk to me. He then says oh okay but whats wrong with your face. Im like what he says that scratch on your cheek. Im like me and Markus and Dj was play fighting and i scratched my face on that coffee table. I was sick and i beat them up cause its they fault. He laughed and said wow okay. Then Amere pulled me to the kitchen i guess to talk. First off he said I'm sorry for everything. That he doesn't even know where that came from. Also that he doesn't think ima hoe and that i was right for hiding Jada from me. I said i forgive you but Jada needs time and so that means i need you to back away give her space and if you love her truly she'll come back. I asked him did he take some meds he said yes. I said okay well I'll let you know when its good for her to see you other than in school. He says okay you want me to take you home I'm finna go to the trap. I'm like nah Cj will. Then Cj eavesdropping ass said you gone volunteer me. I'm like yeah is that an issue. He says nope I said okay then bye Amere. He left and me and Cj sat down chilling. Then Blu calls me he was like you at. I'm like oh shit I'm on my way now I'm sorry love. He said okay boo hurry. I told Cj and he said okay and got up. I was trying to unlock his front door. But sometimes it gets stuck. And lil fingers weren't doing nothing. So he finally walked over stood in front of me cause I turned towards him. This nigga staring me in my face with them beautiful eyes. I just turned away he unlocked it and I moved so he could open the door. I walked out with him following. We drove for a lil and finally made it to my home. I said thanks and bye I turned to get out when his hand lands on my shoulder. I turn and he pulls back saying I don't get a hug. I look at him and I said nah not today I can't be that close to you right now. He said you was just on me at my house. I'm like see cause my dumb ass is to weak around you. He smirks and said okay whatever you say. So I said yeah whatever I say and got out. He watched me walk up into the house then he drove off. I sat on the couch next to Blu and laid on his chest. He was sleep. But woke when he felt me on him. He smiled then went back to sleep. I had my feet on Jared and he kept tickling the making me move and laugh. I loomed around and I asked where Jada was. They said she left with Amere. I'm like tf you know fuck life I guess cause I'm done trying with her ass. Markus said she loves him Trina. I just laughed I'm like yeah she does but I wouldn't go back to someone who has hit me but okay. Then my phone rings it was Jere. Convo

Jere- Trina
Me- huh
Jere- wyd
Me- nun with the boys watching movies you and Monte come over bring girls.
Jere- he said alright he'll see me in a minute.
Me- no hoes tho
Jere- damn okay Trina
Me- bye bestie
Jere- bye love.

Convo over

So thirty minutes pass and he comes in with four girls. Their names are Christi, Kelly, Sharee, Jela. They were pretty but looked ghetto. And when they spoke they were. Kelly said hey first and sat next to Jere. Then the rest said hey and sat down also. Monte like hi sis then he dapped up the rest of them. Jere gets up goes to the kitchen comes back with chips. I get up and I grab them shit I gets no hi nothing. He said sorry bestie and he hugged me and kissed my cheek leaving crumbs his sloppy ass. I threw the chips at him and wiped my face off. Then my phone rung playing Liquor by CB. I was hype and then I looked at it, it was Cj. I answer he like wyd? I tell him I'm chilling he can come through. He said okay and said bye then hung up. I just put my phone up. I sat down on Blu. I swear you would think we was together. But nah he just the homie we be just chillin. I leaned back he put his arm around my waist pulling me closer. Then in walks Cj. I said hey Cj. He looked and said wassup. I got up and hugged him. He like oh now I can get one. I'm like yeah cause I got control he sat on the couch and just smirked. I was just staring back at him. Then I looked over to the girls staring at him. Low key I was jealous but what can I do he a cheater he gotta mf'n baby. My face turned right into a mug and I looked away and I was bored watching movies and talking so they lit blunts and I blasted music. I don't smoke but I twerk thooooo. So the girls got up and Throw that ass in a circle came on. I went in falling into splits and shit. We getting it then my Bryson Tiller mix came on so you know i had to sit and vibe real quick. The whole playlist played and everyone looking like bitch you know the words to every song damn. I laughed and was like yeah this my shit he dope frfr. They said yeah he cool then Kehlani The Way came on and i hit that slow grind on them they aint know what to do. Jared started grinding on me im like aye fuck it up. Im swirling it and he like okay he pulling me closer i aint think he could handle it forreal. We was going the whole song and im into it he can really dance and then my dad walks in. Now he hasnt met him or Blu and Rich so he was appalled. We stopped and he like everyone out now. They got up trying to explain he says do yall want to get put out or what. I still like yall but nope yall need not to be doing this shit in my house. Plus i smell weed so nope yall gotta go see yall tomorrow. They all said bye to me and the girls said they would text me. Even though they was really ratchet they mean well. Plus i might need new girl friends cause ima fall back on Jada for a minute. My dad sitting here staring i ask whats wrong he says that he has to go back outa town. I said okay and he says that if i keep it up i will get a nanny. I said okay and that i will stay outa trouble. He asked if i was working still. I said yes that they havent really been giving me any hours. He says oh okay stay getting them A's in school okay. I said alright and i went to my room to go to sleep. I jumped in the shower. Took about a thirty minute shower and then got out. I laid down then my door opened it was Blu im like wassup who let you in. He says your dad. He told me to come here after he drilled me about who i was to you. I laughed and said okay he sat down. I told him to come up here why he being shy. He says idk im not its just weird. I asked how. He says he never been around a girl he likes in her room without fucking. I was shocked i aint expect that but i feel it. He think he got it like that. I said that out loud he said he does and even more. I said you staying the night or nah. He says sure and asked if my dad cool with it. I called my dad in and asked he said yes but that ole dude betta not do nun or thats his dick. I laughed because Blu grabbed his dick and said i got you. Then my dad left and Blu took his shoes off and slid in. Then in walks my dad i guess but when i looked up hell nah it was......