Love and all That other Shit

Counseling

Counselor Ms.Jackson in mm

Kyra Pov

As I'm Laying In Bed Comfortably Sleeping , I Feel A Pair Of Hands on my back. Then I Hear Aug's Voice Say "Come On Baybeh It's 8:00 and Ya Appointment At 10, Na Get Ya Lil Cute Ass Up" He Says while Shaking Me, I Groan then reply "Okay Okay I'm Up Damn" I Say While Tossing The Covers Off Of Me and Standing up from the Bed, Aug Quickly Replies "Who You Getting Smart With?" He Says While Walking Over To Me Getting In My Face. I smirk and Reply "Nobody" Aug Chuckles Then Replies "That's What I Thought" He Kissed My Forehead and that's When I Peep How Good He Smells He Then Steps Back From Me, That's When I Notice That Aug Is Fully Dressed And Looking Good As Hell. I Say "When Did You Get Ready?" Aug Chuckles softly then replies "I just Finished Getting Ready now to long ago Na Go Get Ya Ass in the shower And get ready " I roll my eyes then turn around and Undress Then I Quickly Jump in the Shower. Once I get out of the shower, I Brush my teeth Then Walk into my room and Quickly Start to get Dress. Just as I'm putting on my shoes August Comes into the room Smiling. I Smirk and Say "What You Looking At?" Aug Walks Over To Me then replies "I'm Looking At My Baybeh" He Says While wrapping his Arms around me,

He Then Kisses Behind my ear then says "I Understand Today Going To Be Here For You Baybeh and I Want You To Know I'm With You Alright?" I Smirk and nod, I Give Him a Quick Kiss On The Cheek, Then Reply "Thank You Baby" We Hug Then Aug pulls back and says "You Ready?" I Nod My Head Yes, Aug Smiles and Grabs my hand As we exit the bathroom. As We're Walking Out the House August Says "Oh Shit Hold On Baybeh" He then walks back into the house, After 2 minutes he comes back to the door With a Mc.Donald's Cup and Bag  In His Hand, He Then Locks up the House And We Get into The Car, Once In the car I Get a Confused look on my face then say "What Is That For?" Aug Pulls Up A Mc Griddle then Smiles and Replies "It's For You, I Can't Let You Go in there with a Empty stomach And It's Orange Juice In That Cup For Ya" I Smile at him then reply "Awwww Thanks Bae, Why You Always Looking Out for me?" Aug Smirks And Replies "I Ain't Got To Tell You Why I Do It?" I Laugh and Lean Over and Kiss Him, I Grab My Mc Griddle Out Of His Hand Then Sit Back In The Passenger Seat Then Start To Eat, Just Then We Pull Off.   

After a 15 Minute Drive We Arrived At Our Destination. Aug Turns Off The Car And Quickly Jumps Out Of The Car And Runs Over To Open The Door For Me. I Get Out And August Closes The Behind Then Softly Grabs My Hand As He Leads Me Into the Counseling Center. We Walk In, I Sit Down While August Walks Over To The receptionist Area. Aug Says "We Here For Ms.Williams 10 o'clock Appointment" The Receptionist Smiles Then Replies "Okay I'll Let Ms.Jackson Know That Your Here" She Smiles And Walks to the Back. August Comes Sits Next To Me And Holds My Hand, After a quick five minute Wait, The Receptionist Comes out and Says "Ms.Jackson Will See You Now, It's The Last Door On The Right " I Smile and Nod As Me and August Are Getting Up From Our Seats to walk to the Back. August is Behind Me and As We  Walk Through the door Separating The Waiting Room And The Receptionist Office, I Start to Get Nervous until August Whispers In My Ear "I'm Right Here Baybeh" He Knew I Was Getting Nervous and Scared and That Was His Way Of Claiming Me Down. I Nod and take a Deep Breath As We Reach the Door Marked Ms.Jackson's 10 o'clock. I knock first then I Hear A Voice Say "Come In" I Take Another Deep Breath and Turn The Door. 

When I Open The Door I See This Pretty Older Black Lady Standing infront of Her Window. She Looks At Me Smiling then Walks Over To Me, She Says "You Must Be Ms.Williams, It's Nice To meet You" I Smile then reply "Yes That's Me But Please Call Me Kyra, Also It's Nice To Meet You As Well, And This Person Standing Beside Me is----" She Cuts Me Off Saying "Your Boyfriend Mr.Alsina,I Don't Even Know You But I Love The Vibe I'm Getting From You" August Blushes then Replies "Thanks I Truly Appreciate That, I'm Just Trying To Be Here For My Baybeh" He Touches My Cheek as I Look Up At Him And Smile, Ms.Jackson Replies "Y'all Too Damn Cute But Come On Let's Sit Down" We laugh and Walk Over To The Couches. Once We Sit Down And Ms.Jackson Starts To Warm Me Up With Lil Questions About Me and August

Ms.Jackson- So When Did You Two Get Together?

Me-It's Been Two Months Now

Ms.Jackson- Wow I Would Have Thought You Two Have Been Together For Years, Seeing How Comfortable You Are With Each Other.

Me- (Smiles) Yea It's The Love That's Makes Me Us So Comfortable

Ms.Jackson- Kyra What Would You Say Your Biggest Emotion Flaw Is?"

Me- (Deep Sighs) My Trust Issues

Ms.Jackson- I Get A Strong Feeling That Is a Child Hood Issue, Am I Right Kyra?"

Me- (Nods) Yes I Feel That Once Someone Is Done Loving Me, That Their Going to Leave Me (I Started To Tear Up) Aug Grabs My Hand and Ms.Jackson Hands Me a Tissue

Ms.Jackson- Kyra Baby It's Okay To Let Your Emotions Out, But I Won't Make You Don't Want To Baby

Me- (Nod) I Understand and I feel like Now Is The Best Say To Get This Off Of My Chest

Ms.Jackson- (Nods) Okay Baby, We're Ready whenever you are.

Me- I feel like my trust Issues Come From When I Was Five Years Old Because That's The Age When My Father Left And My Uncle Started To Touch Me, (I Start To Cry And Ms.Jackson Grabs My Hand While August Rubs My Back) 

August- it's Okay Baybeh (Rubbing My Back)

Me- (Crying) I Just Remember Thinking Why Me? What Did I Do To Deserve This?

Ms.Jackson- It's Okay Baby Let It Out, You Were A Kid That Didn't Have A Father Figure In Your Life , Please Don't Beat Yourself Up BabyGirl You Didn't Know.

Me- I Just Hate That I Can't Fully Trust August Because Of My Past And Don't Get Me Started On My Ex Boyfriend

Ms.Jackson-I understand How You Feel But I Can Tell August Is Good Man And If You Keep this Up I Might Take Him From You (She Cracks A Smile and Chuckles Causing Me And August To Laugh)

August- So That's Why You Was Giving Me The Eye, I Peeped It Ms.Jackson
(He Smirks)

Ms.Jackson- (Chuckles) Chile Please My Husband Would Kill Me, His Big Head Ass (We Share a Laugh) But Ms.Kyra I Want You To Do this Exercise For Me, I'm Going To Give You A Diary and I Want You To Write in It Everyday Then At The End Of Every Week Show It To August, Can You Do That For Me?

Me- Yes

Ms.Jackson (Smiles) Great, I'm Also Going To schedule You For A Follow Up Appointment I Want To See You Once A Week.

Me- (Nods) Thanks For This (We All Stand Up)

Ms.Jackson- (Pulls Me In For A Hug) It's No Problem Honey and My Cellphone Number is in that Diary If You Need Me.

Me- (We Pull Back From The Hug)  I Truly Appreciate This

Ms.Jackson(Smiles Then Hugs August) You Two Be Good, And I'll see you Next Week

We Say Our Final Goodbyes and Exit the Office, Meanwhile in my head I'm Wondering How This Exercise is Going To Play Out Because I Know August Has to read it and I'm a Little Nervous About It,Oh Well I Guess We'll Just Have To Wait And See How Everything Works Out For Me But I Can Honestly Say I Feel Better After This Appointment