Beyonce's Pov
Today Deena decided to tell me about Blue's weekly appointments with her eye doctor! I mean she could've gave me a heads up.
It was 9:00 in the morning and my phone kept going off. It rang so much I finally answered.
********Phone Convo*******
Me-*Sleepy Voice* Hello?
Deena-*Yells* Bey where are you!?
I had to hold the phone away from my ear for a second.
Me- What do you mean? I'm at home, in my BED.
Deena- You are late for Blue's appointment! You're suppose to be here at 8:30. It's 9!
Me- *Yawns* Appointment? She doesn't have an appointment.
Deena- She has weekly eye appointments with Dr. Taylor. Get here Bey.
Me- Ok Deena!
*******End Of Conversation******
I got up and walked to Blue's room. She was up playing with dolls.
Me-Blue come on, you have to go to your appointment.
I quickly picked her up and walked in my room. I ran her a bath and put her in. She didn't talk. In a way I think she's scared of me.
After I got Blue all dressed, I got myself ready.
Me- 9:30. Ok we are REALLY late. Let's go.
I picked up Blue. She had a teddy bear with her.
We got in a car and August's driver drove us to downtown Atlanta. We parked on the side of the road and quickly got out. I carried Blue. She was holding on with dear life because of how fast I was walking.
We finally made it to the eye doctor building and we took the elevator up to Dr. Taylor's floor.
Me-We're here.
Deena-You're late.
Dr.Taylor-Hello, I'm Dr.Taylor. You are Beyoncé, Blue's foster mom right?
Mom? Ha.
Me- I don't know what I am. I'm just her care taker for now.
Dr. Taylor nodded.
Dr.Taylor-Hi Blue. *Smiles*
Blue-*Smiles* Hi.
Dr.Taylor- We'll go to the back ok. Go ahead and put her to sleep.
Me-Wait what? Put her to sleep?
Dr.Taylor-Yes, it's apart of her examination.
Me-Is she going to be ok?
Dr.Taylor-Perfect.
Me-Alright... Ok.
Dr.Taylor took Blue to the back.
Deena- What happen?
Me- I overslept.
Deena-Where's August?
Me- He's at the studio..
Deena- Figured. He would've had her here.
Me- Deena, I'm trying.
Deena- I know but you need to try a little harder.
Me- What do you want me to do?! Play mommy!
Deena- Yes! She hasn't had one.... A couple of months Bey.. You can't play mommy for a couple of months?
Me- She doesn't even talk to me.
Deena- I wonder why..Get it together Bey. She isn't that bad.
I sighed...Deena left and I sat down. I had Blue's headband and I looked at it.
It was an hour and they finally brought a sleeping Blue to me.
Dr.Taylor- She's perfectly fine. She'll wake up soon.
Me- Alright.
I took Blue into my arms. Before leaving I sat down. I was just looking at her patched up eyes. That's when it happened. I cried.
Me-You deserve much better. *Cries* It's not you... It's me. I don't know what I'm doing.. But I'm trying.
I wiped my tears and kissed her forehead.
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