Beyoncé's Pov
Blue- Mommy. Mommy. *Cries*
Me- Yeees honey.
Blue- Juice.
Me- I know baby. I'm getting your juice.
I fixed Blue some apple juice.
Me- Mommy's sorry to get you up so early. She has an appointment and you have to go to with daddy.
Blue held her arms out for a hug. I gave her a quick hug and pulled away fast. She looked sad... I just don't wanna hug her right now.
Me- I-.. Um. Let's go baby.
I grabbed Blue and we walked out my hotel room. My tour is now in Nevada but after today we are going to Los Angeles.
I walked down the hallway to August's room. His here for awhile because he wants to be with Blue. I allowed it.
Blue knocked on the door and August answered.
Aug- What's caking baby cakes.
Blue- Daddy!
Blue jumped on him and he kissed her cheek.
Aug- Bey.
Me- Aug.
Aug- Ya looking nice todey.
I shuffled in my shoes and pulled my shirt down a little more.
Me- Thank you. I have to get going. Bye love bug.
I kissed Blue's cheek before walking away. I quickly walked to my waiting car with my bodyguards. We got in and made our way to my appointment. I cried the whole way there.
Lord forgive me for my sins.
I got out the car and made my way in. I waited liked any other patients. Pregnant women all around..... when I was called to the back they made me changed into a gown.
Doc- How far along are you again?
Me-.... 1 month...
Doc- Ok, you can get the abortion. But before I start... Why?
Me-...... The father has a baby on the way already........ My adopted daughter wants to be the only child. *Cries* I know this is wrong doc.. I know.. But I can barely take care of my baby girl... I'm in middle of a tour and I'm just a person that comes with too much! My daughter can barely handle the media now....... Plus, I'm afraid to have my own... Last time I was pregnant, my baby boy had cancer.... I don't want to put my family thru that again... Nor myself.. I guess you can say I'm afraid.. Which is true... So.... At first the plan was to keep it but... I found out a lot so... Thought about a lot too..
The doctor nodded.
Doc- Are you here alone?
Me- Besides my bodyguards, yes... Nobody knows...
Doc- .. You ready.
A tear slipped.
Me- *Whispers* I'm sorry.... I'm so so so sorry.
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