Beyoncé's Pov
Everything is my life is crashing down. Hard. I got some news at the doctor earlier this week, that I'm not ready to share with everyone yet...
I looked over at Blue. She was playing with her dolls on my dressing room floor. I regret saying I didn't want her anymore.. I know if I lose her I wouldn't be the same, and she wouldn't either.
Me-...Hey Blue?...
Blue looked at me.
Blue- Yes ma'am?..
I was sitting on the couch twisting my wedding ring around my ring finger.
Me- Come here please..
Blue stood up and walked over to me.
Blue- Can I sit here?
She point to the spot next to me.
Me- Of course... you don't have to ask to sit next to me Blublu.
Blue- Sorry Bey... I didn't know.
Bey?
She climbed on the couch next to me.
Me-Bey?
Blue- That's your name right?
Me- Yea , but what happened to mommy?
Blue- Yea, what did happen to mommy...
Blue looked at me.
Blue- ....You didn't want me anymore didn't you..
Blue comb her dolls hair. I saw a tear slip.
Me- BluBlu, mommy's sorry for saying that, and treating you the way I've been treating you lately.
Blue stood up on the couch.
Blue- I don't wanna go back!
She threw her doll across the room. She was crying which made me cry. I pulled her to my chest.
Me- I know baby ,I know. You're not going back sweetie.
I kissed the top of her head.
Me- I love you ok. Mommy loves you.
Blue nodded.
I heard a knock on the door and my manager walked in.
Manager- Time to be getting ready for the show.
I nodded. She then walked out.
Blue looked at me with her puffy, red eyes.
Blue- Who will I be with at the-GCO.
??- Me. *Smiles*
Blue and I looked towards the door and there stood August.
Blue- DAAAAD!
Blue jumped off the couch and ran into August's embrace.
August- What's poppin babey girl.
Blue smiled.
Aug- Ya and ya moms look like y'all been crying.
Blue looked at me. I got up, and laid my wedding ring on the table.
Me- I have to go get ready. See you guys in a bite.
I kissed Blue's cheek before walking out.
After getting dressed in tonight's outfit, I then went to hair and makeup. I did a little practicing there.
Leaving hair and makeup I met Blue and Aug in the hallway. Blue went off to play with my background dancers. I turned towards August and he pulled out my ring.
Aug- So we jus laying our wedding rings in places na?
Me- I didn't lay it in a random place. It was in my dressing room where it's always at.
Aug- What da ya want me ta da Bey? How can I make dis up?
Me- This isn't just some we can patch up August.......
August sighed.
Me- You know, I've been working on a new album. You inspired it... I'm just tired of hiding this.. the world needs to know that my life isn't perfect either......
I turned away from August and made my way to the team. We prayed and then it was show time.
In the middle of my concert I stopped and took a rest.
Me- Beyhive...
The crowd screamed.
Me- I SAID Beyhive! *Smiles*
The crowd screamed.
Me-...Can I sing a song for y'all.. you don't know it because it's new.. but just listen.
Then I started.
Me- He better call BECKY with the good hair.
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Blind Child
RomanceBeyoncé Knowles is a top notch recording artist from Houston, Texas. She's the best in the game. Everyone knows her. She has millions and even won many of awards. She's that good. Beyonce THINKS she has it all. But little does she know she's missin...
