Jin has a crush on you. Yeah that's right. He have a big crush on you ever since in 9th grade but what makes him frustrated is that to him, you seems to not notice him or his existence. He tried so many times trying to talk to you and getting you to notice him even just once but he can't because why? He is not confident and very very VERY shy when he's near you.
It's not that you're very dangerous or scary to be near with. To him, you're so beautiful and flawless. The way you walk, talk and smile, even when you're laughing with your friends or some little gestures that you'd made when you're talking to someone can bring up a big smile to his face. It sounds cliché but that's the truth. To him, you're like an angel.
One day, he decided to push away all his fears that kept inside him and wanted to confront you. He wanted to leave you a good impression of him and be confident and most of all, be him. He decided to talk to you after school.
School is over and there he is, waiting for you at the school gate. He was nervous yet excited. He wiped his sweaty palms to his trouser and keep on repeating himself how to introduce to you. He look at his watch and look up to search for you again as time is ticking.
And then, Jin saw you and he smile brightly and wanted to walk to you but he didn't move and his smile is fading because he saw you walking with a guy while laughing with him. It's not just any guy that you were walking with. He was Jin's best friend, Jimin. Jimin spotted Jin and happily greeted him.
Jimin: hey hyung! Why aren't you going home yet?
Jin was stuttered in front of both of you guys because he was nervous and curiosity was lingering around him. How and when did Jimin and you know each other?
Jin: u-um I was waiting for someone *awkward laugh*
Jimin: oh is that so?
Jin: y-yeah
Jimin: okay so I'll just go with ________ now. See ya hyung!
With that, you and Jimin went together leaving Jin behind. Jin looked at both of you from behind and sighed.
Jin: I lost. I lost my chance now. I guess... this is it. This is my fate and destiny.. Shyness can ruin many opportunities
He ruffles his hair until it's very messy. With a heavy heart, he went to his house and trying to hold his tears from falling down from his cheeks. Just like that, his confession is remained unknown.
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Now Jin is lying on his bed while looking at the ceiling of his bedroom and still thinking about what happening earlier. He just can't believe that Jimin know you and since when did you guys become friends. After a while, he decided to text Jimin and asked him. He wanted to contact Jimin but he was afraid if his voice can't get out from his mouth.
To - Jimin
From – Jin
Hey Jimin!
To – Jin
From – Jimin
Hey hyung! What's up?
To – Jimin
From – Jin
I'm just fine. I wanna ask you something
To – Jin
From – Jimin
What is it hyung?
To – Jimin
From – Jin
Since when did you and ________ start hanging out?
To – Jin
From – Jimin
Since last week. Why hyung?
Jin felt his heart beat just stop for a moment.
Jin: so.. they're hanging out since last week huh?
He smiled bitterly to his phone and replied to Jimin that it was nothing and say congrats to him. He stopped texting Jimin and switch off the night lamp beside his bed.
Ever since then, Jin would always watch you from afar with Jimin. He is happy that you're happy with Jimin and he is also sad that he can't have you to call you his girl. He watched you and Jimin playfully hitting each other's arm and he said to himself
Jin: If you love someone, let them go. If they come back, they're yours. If they don't, they were never yours to begin with
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Hey lovelies~ so this is my first time writing the sad one shot and boy I feel so sad about Jin.. *wipe tears*
What do you guys think? Is it good? Or nah? Haha just give me a comment and give me your opinion about it!
I wanna help my friend @Jeadah she write a fanfic of a boy group named Seventeen and the title is What Should I Do? If you're a fan of Seventeen, do read about it and find out what's the story is about and give her votes! :)
Oh and do vote this one for me! It's such an honor for me. ^^

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