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Rap Monster

Rap Monster can feel that you've been distancing yourself from him. He doesn't know why but every time he went closer to you, you push yourself even far away from him and that makes him confused. He wanted an explanation from you but you won't even open your mouth to him. 

The reason behind all the things that you did is because you felt that the relationship that you have with him is just a show, a game. What people see that you both are the relationship goals of all relationships. But the truth it's not. 

The way he acted towards you in the public are different than when he's with you when you're alone together. He would never leave your side and acted very sweet when there's people near and yet he didn't even dare to touch you when it's you alone. Not even once. 

It's hard for you to believe which is the real him. When he proposed to you, you knew that he's the one that you need, the one that will guide you to be a good person. All the promises that you guys made are all vanished into thin air. 

Some days later, you went groceries shopping and wanted to make a great dinner for tonight and wanted to make up again and to clear some things out with him. The thought of you guys making up again makes you feel excited and tingly. 

As you exited the store, you went to your apartment and the smile on your face never left. All your thoughts are full of him. One and only him. 

You've arrived at your front door and unlocked it and went inside. Little do you know that the place is decorated with lovely and romantic kind of vibe. You're in awed and look at each corners of that living room. You went to the dining room and there are set two plates and some spoons and forks beside them and a scented candle at the middle of the table. You're shocked that someone hold your waist from behind and you turned around to see whose face. That face is no other than your beloved boyfriend. 

You: oppa!

Rap Monster: *chuckle* I'm sorry honey 

You're blushed by him calling you honey. It's been a long time since you felt this feeling. 

You: what is all this? You made this up?

Rap Monster: *nod* yeah..

You: oh.. it's lovely I may say.. 

As you're scanning around the place, he's looking at you seriously but in a loving way. He brushed his hand to your hair and to your cheek 

Rap Monster: _______, I wanted to say that I'm very sorry for everything what I've done. I know I'm selfish to treat you that way and I can't even be honest to myself. The truth is... I love you so much. Oh my gosh _______ my love for you will never gone... 

The look on his face says it all. He has a teary eye but he's trying to not let them fall but failed. You look deep into his eyes and wipe off his tears away. You pulled his head and kissed his eyelids and both of his cheeks. You smiled at him and you can sense that his nervous breath become relax. 

You: I love you too Namjoon.. I love you too.. 

His face lights up and hug you tight but not too tight to suffered you. The kind of hug that gives you that feeling that you're protected and being love 

You guys hug for long time and you break the silence 

You: you're making dinner?

Rap Monster: ummm nope. You are 

He broke the hug and tap your nose. You hit him lightly and that makes you laugh together 

Rap Monster: I won't let you cook alone. I'll help you. Besides, would you want to taste my bad cooking?

You: yeah good idea. Well I suppose you help me with something... *smile*

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Hello guys! Okay first of all, I'm really sorry for my sudden hiatus(?) writings and it may be not the best but I've been keeping this for such a long time and just wanted to post this but it's just that I don't have much time to do it. I've been dealing a lot of stuffs. 

I've been stressed this few days and my body keep on aching and tired from everything. And you know that feeling when you feel like you're useless and doesn't feel that your worth it? Yeah that kind of feelings... 

And you know that we have 3 months left to 2017? Wew time flew so fast didn't they? Haha 

I just wanted to say take care wherever you are and be safe. And for those whose dealing with their upcoming exams and studying for end of year exams, I wish you good luck and all the best for you! You can do it! ;) 

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