Adopted by BVB- DISCONTINUED

No!

Suicide's POV
I wake up and Ashley isn't in my bunk, I lay there and wait for him though. He finally arrived about 5 minutes later and then I realize I'm not wearing makeup and I look horrible. I cover my face with a pillow. "Suicide, what are you doing?" Ashley asks, I lift the pillow a little so he can hear what I say. "I'm not wearing makeup so I'm ugly and I don't want you to see me" I say and he laughs a little evil like. "Oh really now?" He says and I tense up as he gets on top of me. "Ashley what are you doing?" I ask and he laughs again. He pulls the pillow off of my face and I immediately cover it with my hands. He pulls my hands off and holds them, then he kisses me with a lot of passion. It started to get heated but then I remembered Andy. I still had to talk to him. Again. "Ashleyyy" I say and pull away. "Whatyyyy". "I need to go to the bathroom" I say and he laughs "okay" he says. As I get up he follows me into the bathroom. "Child what are you doing?" I say and just stands in the bathroom. "Ashley, I have to pee why are you in the bathroom with me?" I say and he shrugs. "Okay whatever" I say and shut the door. I pee and when I get up and flush Ashley pushes me up against the wall. I scream. Nicole comes and tries to open the door. "I'm fine!" I say and give Ash a 'wtf' look. He kisses me and then walks off. I put on my make up and brush my hair and teeth. I ask Nicole where Andy is and head out the door to where he is smoking. "Andy" I say and stand beside him. He ignores me. "Okay, you don't have to talk, but please just listen." I say. "Okay, I have anger issues and certain things set me off really easy, in my past my parents used to abuse me, and one of the things they did was grab my wrist like that when I tried to get away, I don't know what happened but when you grabbed Nicole's wrist something in me snapped, and you are the only one that knows about how my past was, not even Ashley knows so please. Please don't tell anyone" I say and then realize I'm crying. "Okay, I forgive you, but... You need to try and think before you do, it might help" he says to me. I'm on my knees crying now. I didn't even notice. He picks me up and carries me to his bunk. He sets down with me in his lap and holds me the way C.C. does. "Shhh, it's okay" he whispers in my ear. I cry into his chest for a little bit until I fall asleep. He carried me to C.C.'s bunk at some point. Then Ashley found me and something in him had changed. He keeps trying to have sex with me. He crawled into the bunk with me and got on top of me again. He started to kiss me then went to take off my shirt. I tried to stop him but he wouldn't listen. "Ashley stop" I say but he still doesn't listen. "Ashley. Stop" I say hold hold my shirt down. He starts to rip it. "Ashley fucking stop" I say but he still doesn't listen. Now he has my pants off and his shirt off. "Ashley" I say and his him in the chest. It doesn't stop him. "ANDY C.C. SOMEONE HELP PLEASE!" I say starting to cry. Andy comes and see's what's going on, and immediately goes into action. "ASHLEY GET THE FUCK OFF!" He yells and pulls him off. He punches him a few times than throws him out of the bus. He comes back and ignores the fact that I don't have clothes
on. He hugs me and lays down beside me then we both fall asleep.
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Hey guys. Sorry I haven't updated in a while. Anyways. Tell me what you think. Peace out Army.