Q & A with Me and The COD Zombie Crews 2.0

Happy Mother's Day

Me: Hey, you guys. It's been a long time since I posted anything new. Well, if you all are wondering why I haven't posted anything, well, it's because of life.

Takeo: Aye, rife can be taken so easiry.

Tank: Like you did to your twin?

Takeo: Hmph.

Me: Yeah. I nearly lost my brother, a very well-written review affected me negatively (even though after looking back at it, there was nothing negative about it), and I went through a two month period thinking. I was thinking about the following:

*I'm wasting my youth, writing shitty books.

*I'm gonna fail my finals, because of it.

*Why the hell am I on this Earth?

*Am I ever gonna be what I want to be in the future? Or will I be like Jessica, dreaming but always failing?

*Will I fall like my brother?

*How am I gonna reach my goals on Wattpad?

And most of all....

*Why can't I close my eyes, and just......go?

Me: *crying a little* Yeah, life was being a bully to me for the last two months. I was basically called ugly by one of my teachers in front of the whole class, I went through some depression because I was confused with my brother. I didn't know what to feel, and it just stayed with me. And, I almost made the dumb decision to drink. Luckily the taste was so bad, that I threw it away. Does anyone know what it feels like to clean your brother's room from dozens of empty beer cans and bottles? *starts crying*

Albert: *hugs me, rubbing my back*

Me: About a few nights ago, I was praying. I prayed to God that if he can, can I go to sleep and just die in my sleep? I just wanted the pain to simply go away. I didn't talk to anyone really, except Tf2HoneyBunny or Gabby, because she was helping me, trying to make me feel better. And I thank her for that.

Evil Richtofen: Ja.

Me: Now, I would just like to say, on this special day, Happy Mother's Day to my mother. She told me about her life, from her childhood in Guatemala to her life before 2010. I'm just amazed at having a fierce mother like her. Though I can't tell her about some things about me, I can try to tell her about some things. She is the definition of a mother bear. She's strong, beautiful, and wise. She's protective of me and my older siblings, and we're protective of her. She was able to support us, whether my father would be in the picture or not, and it didn't matter with me. She's the one who taught me life lessons and I alone taught myself to grow up. Without her, well I wouldn't be here. I always wish I could be like her. Strong yet protective like the bear, beautiful like the flower, and fierce like a bull. I know she loves me, and I love her back, because she raised me alone. I'm her youngest child, her baby still. I still remember her wise words, and I live by them. When I cry, she told me to dry my tears and listen to her. When I needed someone, she was there, whether or not she was the first person I wanted to see. Yes, she may not approve of my attraction to violent video games and dark, boyish clothes, but she has to live with it. Yes, I may not approve of things that she did that may have hurt me, but I have to live with it. In a way, we get along, and I'm proud to say...Happy Mother's Day, Mom, I love you. I'll love you until the day your little girl has to grow up and til' the day you must go and leave me with the memories and wisdom that you left to your children. So, I love you, Mom. :) ♡

Everyone: *crying*

Everly: *hugs Micayla* Love you, Mommy.

Jake and Jeremy: *hold out a bouquet of roses to Gabby* Love you, Mommy!

Elena and Drake: *hug me*

Me: *smiling, while I'm crying*

Tank: Well, this is nice.

Nikolai: Da! *sips vodka*

Me: So, to all of y'all...please go to your mom and hug her. I don't care if she's cooking, sleeping, cleaning, talking to someone, or even in a bad mood, you better go to her and love her. Well, hope y'all enjoyed!

Tank: Be sure to vote, comment, and follow Lindsay!

Me: From all of us here...

Everyone: Happy Mother's Day!

Me and Richtofen: ♡Bye♡

NOTE: Will return after the end of school. I have so much to show you all, and I hope you all will be there!

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