When I Met You ● Yamazaki Kento (山崎 賢人) [DISCONTINUED]

Shocked

CATHERINE AKIYAMA'S POV

"I want to show you something, Cath," he looks at my eyes. Then takes his bag, searchs for something.
"This," he pulls out a few books, on its cover it written 'My Journal 1'. He handed it to me.

"What is this? Your journal?" I ask him.

"It is not only my journal," he takes the first book that written 'My Journal 1', I can see that all of them is written the same, 'My Journal 1' to 'My Journal 6'.
He opens the book, handed it back to me, "Read it".

"Hello, I am Yamazaki Kento. Future me, if you forget about this already and suddenly find out this book on your storage, remember that when you wrote this book, it always make you happy."

"This is not just your life journal, future me. It is your journal about admiring someone you love. Well I don't know if she is your wife already (I hope so), or you have someone else as your wife maybe? But believe me, you were desperately love this girl on this book."

"This book is about Catherine Akiyama. The girl you fell in love with when you were in high school. You fell in love with her music, and that's where all of these came from. Believe me, you really couldn't get over her."

"Yamazaki Kento"

I sigh as I finish reading. He asks me, "Want to look at the pages?"

I nod and says, "Yes, I would love to, Kento-kun".

He turns the page, showing my photo in my first concert debut poster. It has caption in it, "Catherine Akiyama's debut. Debuting on stage 23rd June, first album released 20th June"
Then there is my biodata bellow it.

"Name: Catherine Akiyama
Birthday/place: 8 August 1995, Tokyo
Blood type: A
Skills: arrange music, playing instruments, acting, impressing me"

I smile as I read the last one. I turn the pages, one by one. I can see my photo, either is from concert, photobook, photoshoot, or my instagram/snapchat post.
In every photo, there is an "impression", sometimes "note", or just a photo with caption. When I am about to turn the next pages, a few last pages, he takes the book. "Don't read the last pages".

"Why? You allowed me to read the other and not the last?"

"Privacy," he stops. "You can look at the other book, tho, but still a few last pages on every book is my own privacy, I will tell you where to stop".

I wonder what the last pages is written.

I take the second Journal of him.

"Hey, I'm Yamazaki Kento. Future me, this is your second journal of Catherine Akiyama. You have been admiring her for one year."

"Have a good journey!"

"Yamazaki Kento"

Again, I can find so much photos of mine, with "impression"(s), "note"(s), and sometimes just plain photo with caption, "She is beautiful in this photo"

I read all of them, the 6th is my recent activity. After it all, I don't know how to react.

"I still have something to show," he takes a pouch then giving it to me.

"What is this?" I open it.

"I named it as 'Catherine's pouch'".

I take everything inside it, and surprised by what am I holding.

How can he have all these tickets..?

"You attended these event..?" I ask him. It is my events ticket. Concerts, fan-meetings, and fan-signs. Sometimes award that he didn't get nomination like musics award.

He nods. "I never miss a single event if its in Tokyo or near here".

"You attended this events as..."

"You called him 'guy behind a mask'".

I am shocked. I have no word to say. I am either happy because someone loves me this much or scared if this is an obsession.

"Why don't you be yourself?"

"I have, once, and it shocked your fans arround me," he stops. "It is when you play my drama OST and saying that you loved my act, I opened my mask, my hoodie, and my glasses, and then your fans all arround me screaming".

I understand it. He is a well-known actor and model, no wonder.

"Well.. actually, I am still shocked, Kento-kun," I take a deep breath. "But really, thank you so much for your support, I.. I don't know what do I feel right now".

"Okay then," he smiles, sadly.

"I love you," I stop.

"Wh..what?"

"I love you, as my fan, I love you so much, thankyou for all the effort that you have," I smile and hold his hand.

"Ah.. right.. yourwelcome, Catherine-chan," he smiles, and again, there's a sadness in his face.

"May I kiss your cheek?" I ask him while still holding his hand and blushing my self. He just smiles and nods. I kiss his left cheek and suddenly I can feel that my face is getting hotter. I am blushing.

Right after I finish the kiss, he smiles, he is blushing himself. And then there is an awkward situation between us.

"Can we take a photo? I want to post it at my Instagram," I ask him. I don't know but I feel that I start to be shy arround him.

"Of course, I would love to," he smiles.

I take my phone and open the camera.

We take so many photos, I don't know what for, just taking it. I post both on my Instagram and my Snapchat. We do some smiles, some weird poses, sometimes with snapchat's filter. We laugh together.

It is a long time ago when the last time he laughed with me. I miss his vampire teeth somehow.
It still look so cute, makes him look younger than he is. And.. I just miss our moments, the time when we laugh together.
The good times, the good moments, I miss it.

I wonder if I don't ignore him all these years, will I feel this?
My heart beating so fast, racing at each other, my face oftenly gets hotter because it is blushing, and I am feeling so happy with him.

Will I feel like this?

Is it just because he is my fan or there is something else..?

Kento-kun, I don't hate you anymore..
You make me feel happy with just talking to me, thankyou..

What do you think is Catherine really feel?
Is it because Kento is her number one fans?

Please wait for the next chapter! Thankyou 😂