A Beautiful Destruction

нι everyoɴe тнιѕ ιѕ мy ғιrѕт ѕтory ιve poѕтed oɴ нere. ιм ɴoт eхαcтly eхpecтιɴɢ тo ɢeт мαɴy reαdѕ вυт ιғ yoυ lιĸe ιт тнeɴ ι ѕнαll вe poѕтιɴɢ мore oғ тнe ѕтory ѕooɴ. αɴd pleαѕe ιт woυld вe αpprecιαтed ιғ αɴy oғ мy ιdeαѕ or worĸ ιѕ ɴoт copιed. ι нope yoυ eɴjoy ιт, тнereѕ мαɴy тwιѕтѕ αɴd тυrɴѕ αѕ тнe ѕтory developѕ ѕo нope yoυ lιĸe ιт! ι woυld love тo нeαr yoυr тнoυɢнтѕ oɴ ιт тoo :)
-Zoyα

Prologue 

My throat fell deep into my stomach, i couldn't manage one word out of my mouth. i felt as though something clasped around my heart tightly making it hard for me to breathe. I fell down to my knees in front of the blazing fire and my hands instantly reached my face covering my tear filled eyes. I felt two hands grab around each of my arms and pull me back, i had no strength to fight them off. I didn't realize it, but i was screaming like I've never screamed before. Somebody's arms came and wrapped around my small body, but i felt nothing and i couldn't react. i knew i was alive, but i seemed to be nothing more than a breathing body. I never expected this day to come, ever.
"I love you." I managed to whisper out to the fire.

Zoya

 

I hate everything.

This life.

The world.

Aaargh! Just everything!

And now im probably beginning to sound like some stuck up little teen brat with boyfriend issues or someone with a dramatic life. Well believe it or not, but it is boyfriend issues. Even i used to roll my eyes at these thoughts about two years ago but now it's getting to me and i actually feel the heartache. My life is nothing dramatic but this heartbreak it's just killing me inside. After so much all i get left with in the end is the feeling of feeling unwanted, not worth it and feeling like a naive little girl. Being with someone for nearly three years, talking to them every day from 'good morning' till 'goodnight' is not something you can forget so easily. Of course we've been through our ups and downs in these years but seriously all i did was go on a holiday for a month, and when i arrive back home and log into the computer i see he's in a relationship! I broke down like hell crying and crying but he obviously couldn't see me so i pretended that everything was alright. It's been overall three months since we split up, and tonight im thinking that it should be the last time i talk to him. I need to let him know that 'Zoya & Asher' will finally be over tonight because our longest break up had lasted two months and tonight its three months!

I've been hearing my phone vibrate for the last twenty minutes so i finally decided to pick it up.

"Hello?" i said with a blocked nose.

"Zee? Hello! Zee!-where on earth are you?" I didn't react as much because it was just Aria probably freaking out about why im not at school again. She continued after hearing my loud breaths, "Zee there was a major incident that happened yesterday night - just please get here as soon as possible."

In the background i heard cries and my heart dropped low. I got out of bed and changed into proper clothes. I rushed downstairs with adrenaline piercing through me. I swung my bag over my shoulder and as soon as i went in to grab my car keys i didn't see them hanging in their usual place. I ran up to the door to check if my car was there and it wasn't! I let out a loud growl and my older brother Zack ran into the living room. He grabbed his jacket and his keys and pulled my wrist towards the door. He had tension written all over his face and i didn't ask about what was wrong until he started driving.