Chapter 31

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Harry POV
"What's your idea mate?" I ask hopeful.
"Well, maybe we can use Taylor's phone to pinpoint Eric's phone location based on their messages and everything." He says.
"Yeah! But how?" Niall says.
"Yeah? None of us know how to do that kind if stuff."
"I know someone. Or El does. But they won't be back for a little bit. We will have to wait at least 3 months." We look at Louis and nod.
"That could work. Think we could wait lads?" I nod reluctantly. As long as we get Taylor back.

-THE NEXT DAY-
I can't do this. It's only been a day and I'm dying. I try to sleep but images of Taylor being hit and touched by Eric flood my mind. When I eat, I nearly puke at the thought of Taylor and Eric. They haunt my thoughts constantly.

My mates are getting worried but i can't help it. Taylor is the one girl I have ever really loved that way and now.....
"Mate?"
"Yeah Liam?"
"You ok?"
"Not really," I sigh.
"It's ok. We will find her." Liam assures me.
"But I can't wait 3 months. It's only been a day and I'm dying. I can't eat or sleep. I can't help but think of Eric and Taylor. What did she do to deserve this? Why? Why does this have to happen to her?" I sob.

Liam wraps his arms around me and hugs me tightly.
"She didn't do anything. I don't know why this is happening to her but it will get better. I promise."

-1 month later-
I sit down at my desk and grab a pencil and paper. I start writing the lyrics as they pop into my head.

'So your friend's been telling me
You've been sleeping with my sweater
And that you can't stop missing me
Bet my friend's been telling you
I'm not doing much better
'Cause I'm missing half of me

And being here without you is like I'm waking up to

Only half a blue sky
Kinda there but not quite
I'm walking around with just one shoe
I'm half a heart without you
I'm half a man at best,
With half an arrow in my chest
I miss everything we do,
I'm half a heart without you

Forget all we said that night
No, it doesn't even matter
'Cause we both got split in two
If you could spare an hour or so,
We'll go for lunch down by the river
We can really talk it through

And being here without you is like I'm waking up to

Only half a blue sky
Kinda there but not quite
I'm walking around with just one shoe
I'm half a heart without you
I'm half a man at best,
With half an arrow in my chest
'Cause I miss everything we do,
I'm half a heart without you

Half a heart without you,
I'm half a heart without you

Though I try to get you out of my head
The truth is I got lost without you
And since then I've been waking up to

Only half a blue sky (only half a blue sky)
Kinda there but not quite
I'm walking around with just one shoe
I'm half a heart without you
I'm half a man at best (half a man at best)
With half an arrow in my chest
I miss everything we do,
I'm half a heart without you

Without you, without you, half a heart without you
Without you, without you, I'm half a heart without you' (work with me here. It doesn't fit perfectly but I feel like the chorus goes along with this really well)
I put down the pencil and take it downstairs.
"Boys?"
"Yeah?"
"I-I want to record this song and perform it." I say. I show them the song and they nod.

At the studio management look over the song and nod.
"Fine with us. It can go on your next album. What is it called?"
"Half a heart." I reply.
"Nice. Go record it." they wave us off and we go to the recording room.

-hours later-
We finally finished recording the song and Niall complains about being hungry.
"I'm starved. Lets go eat or something."
"Niall I-"
"Harry, you need to get out of this funk! You will get over her eventually, I don't see what the big deal is." He says.
"Fine. you go eat and I will take a cab." I say coldly.
"Mate, I'm sorry. I didn't mean-"
"I don't care. I'll see you guys later."

When I get home I sigh. I feel guilty for being rude to Niall but he acts as if Taylor is just some fling. But she is more than that, I really love her.

Taylor POV
I cringe as Eric forces me to pleasure him again. He stroke..... me and I start to cry. He does this constantly. He enters me and I cry out in pain.
"Shut up slut." he growls. I bite my lip till it bleeds. What did I do to deserve this? He finally reaches his high and dressed. My clothes are tags now. At first I put them back on but now I realize its useless. Thy are disgusting now anyways.

"Hello beautiful." I freeze when I hear Eric's voice. He comes up behind me and presses himself against me.
"Please, leave me alone." I beg.
"Why? You know you like it."
"No, I don't and I never will." I reply. I hold my cheek after he slaps me.
"Don't talk to me like that." he says angrily. I take a shaky breath and step away from him waiting for the blows to come.

He finally stops hitting me and I wait for what happens next. He does this every day. He forced himself upon me in the morning a couple times. Abuses me till noon after he eats breakfast then forces himself upon me again until dinner. Then he gives me some water, bread, and fruit before abusing me some more. And last but not least, he forces himself upon me again.

I eat my dinner in silence and wait for Eric to return. When he returns he sighs.
"Eric?"

Harry POV
There is a knock on my door and I open it expecting the boys. Instead I gape at what I see.
"Taylor?"

Guys, I can't only update once a month. As much as you guys fucking piss me off my life is too fucking shitty for me to only update once a month. Especially since I'm gonna bump up the update goal and you guys can barely reach the current update goal.
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