•Chapter10•

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Warning! Towards the end of this chapter will contain bad language and harm!

-Baekhyun's-

I woke up early this morning. I checked my alarm clock and my eyes widened.

5:40am!!

Jeez, that's early.

I sat up and turned on my phone. Nothing new.

I sighed an stood up. I got ready for school early and took another nap until I had to leave.

I woke up later and checked my phone.

9:30?!?? IM LATE!

I ran out of my room down to the kitchen. I grabbed some bread and ran to school. It was quiet, because everyone was in class.

I ran to class and slowly entered.

"They're not here.." I mumbled.

"If you are still in the classrooms, please make your way down to the oval! We are having a practise fire drill!!" The system announced.

I groaned and walked down to the oval. I finally spotted my class and sat at the back.

"Yo! Baek! Wassup?" Chanyeol approached me.

Then I remembered what Sehun told me;

"He only likes you for your looks."

"I'm ok.. Hey Chanyeol? Do you really like me?" I asked.

"What? Ofc I do! What idiot would only like you for your looks." He laughed awkwardly.

I  ended up being stuck next to this giant who kept blabbering nonsense but I wasn't listening. Just nodding my head.

"Ok students! Follow your teachers back to the classroom! Fire drill has been completed." They announced.

I heard people cheering, and some groaning.

We stood up and walked back to class, with Chanyeol's arm around my waist, it felt uncomfortable.

While we were walking back, I saw Sehun looking at me. I quickly took out my phone and texted him:

YourBaekkie: pls help me Sehunnie ❤️😔

I looked up and saw a smirking Sehun from afar.

YourSehunnie: no problem Baek <3

I laughed to myself and looked at Chanyeol.

"Who you texting?" He asked jealously.

"My brother." I lied. He nodded his head as we kept walking.

I looked up ahead and saw Sehun. And cue plan!

"Hey Baek. Hey Chanyeol. Can I talk to you in private Baekhyun?" He smirked.

I quickly nodded my head before Chanyeol could respond.

We went away from Chanyeol and I laughed.

"Thankyou so much!" I hugged his arm.

"Tell me Baek, do you like me? Or Chanyeol more?" He looked at me.

"Of course I don't like you!" I stared at him.

He flung my arm away and stared at me with death.

"You're a filthy whore. Go back to your life before." He glared.

"Sehun! You didn't let me finish!" I worried.

"I don't want to listen to you." He walked away from me and left me there in shock.

I ended up going back to class and having to listen to Chanyeol.

I went the whole day by myself, no Sehun, no Luhan, and no Chanyeol.

I went home at the end of the day and looked at myself, I'm a disappointment.

Luhan told me he was staying at Xiumin's place for awhile.

I went to the bathroom to shower. I turned on the hot water and began to strip.

I stood under the hot water and hissed in pain. I looked at myself while showering. I'm fat, I'm a disgrace. I should die.

After showering, I stepped out and got changed into casual clothes.

I grabbed my phone and checked through my Instagram and found a lot of people sending me messages;

"You toyed with Sehun? Go die!"
"You hurt the player! Fucking die bitch!" Etc. etc.

I found a shaving blade in the cupboard. I grabbed it and began to run it down my thighs and stomach.

I cried in pain and said to myself:

"No ones here to save you now Baekhyun."

Suddenly, I heard to front door open and became silent. My head was spinning, from loss of blood.

"Baekhyun? Are you here?" I heard Luhan's voice.

One of my tears dripped from my face and met with my burning skin.

Luhan came running up the stairs, after hearing the light scream I let out.

Luhan entered as I fell to the ground, slightly conscious.

"What happened to the Baekhyun I used to know? The one that stopped all this madness!" He panicked and dialled the hospital.

"It's alright, I'm here for you Baek, please don't leave me.." He whispered as I closed my eyes.

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Omfg I'm sorry for this chapter being so sad again. I'll make sure Sebaek lives in happiness!! ^.^ btw, school is tomorrow so.. Mianhe if I don't update regularly. I'll try to every weekend. TYSM <3~ SARANGAEYO
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