I slowly opened my eyes again, This time I could see! I rolled my eyes around in my head. But why did THAT happen?
“Well well well. Look who woke up.” A man turned around and looked at me with his huge blue bulging eyes.
He freaked me out a second, and then I smiled and actually out loud laughed! I could express my feelings. Finally. Yeesh.
“What?” I said in testing if I could speak.
WOOHOO!! I could speak!
I flung my arms over my head and smacked the doctor in the face.
“Oops..”
I laughed so hard, the doctor laughed with me.
“You are healing pretty well after the surgery.”
The doctor wrote something on a piece of paper.
At least I could move.
“I, am Mr. Pulaski. I am your main doctor and I think we will get to know eachother pretty well.”
“Ha, Ive already made a bad impression by smacking you in the face.”
“Oh dont worry, trust me I like you already.” Pulaski grinned with a really wierd smile smeared across his face.
He pushed his glasses up and continued to write things and walked out of the room. From then on I knew I was gonna be in here for a really long time. But for what? What did I do that made me stuffed into all of this mess? I tried to remember for a while but I just couldnt remember. I grabbed my phone and unattached it from the charger that my dad generously attached it onto. I looked around and got into my text messages.
It was the messages I texted to ‘Love’, but it wasnt recent. It was from last year.
Love: I wont believe the rumors.
Me: Do you promise
Love: Yes
Me: I hope you are as good as you sound
Love: Lol trust me I promise
Love: I love you too much to believe them
Me: Aww I love you too
Things faded into place. I tapped on read more. These messages were from 5 months ago.
Love: hey
Me: Hi! Today was probably one of the best days of my life
Love: It was one of mine too. I think I know why lol
Me: yea. Did you know you gave me my first kiss?
Love: At this age?
Me: Yea. No one really loves me. Exept you
Love: That kiss was the best
Me: I agree, Ill remember it forever.
Love: I will too.
Me: I got to go
Me:I love you very much
Love: Love you too
Love: See ya tommorrow
More things faded into memory. Something happened with this relationship. I know it. I tapped read more.
It was the text that formed my memory completly. The text three months ago.
Love: Im starting to believe the people.
I stopped reading. The pain struck me hard as the full memory placed an image in my head. Me, hanging myself.
I remembered everything. I was extremely suicidal. I would be dead without my dad. He knocked down the door to save my life.
But I was suicidal. Maybe I can fix that.
But how?
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World So Cold
FanfictionAshley is a very unique girl with very tough issues in her life. Everyday she has to battle depression. And most of all the voices in her head. The voices keep trying to pull her into the good life. The good life not in this world. She was abused ev...
