World So Cold

Lost In You

I lied there, it was about 2 days since I grew a relationship with Brad. It was REALLY scary.

I was always afraid that Adam would find me and Brad together. I really didnt want Brad hurt. I never wanted ANYONE hurt.

I felt like our relationship had to be super seceret. And it was. Brad totally understood. He understood everything.

We all sat there, Brad was across from me, and Adam hid in the farthest seat he could find.

“So.. Uh..” It was awkward for all of us ever since me and Adam broke up.

Jeez. Was I right NOW that they didnt need me here.

I ruined it THIS time.

“How long until we get home?” I feel really uncomfortable saying ‘home’ because I didnt feel like I was a relative anymore.

“I think about a week” Barry scans through his phone.

“Minamum”

“Okay”  I look down at a picture I was drawing.

Adam kept on writing something, and I wondered what it was. It seemed like songwriting relieved his stress all the time, so maybe I could try it.

I took out a piece of new paper, and I touched the pencil to it, and thought.

I looked at Adam, and thought up tons of words by just the thought of him. Its crazy how I could do something if I thought about him. It was wierd.

I always knew that youd come back to get me..

And you always knew that it wouldnt be easy

To go back to the start to see where it all began

Or down at the bottom to watch how it all ends

You tried to lie and say I was everything

I remember when I said im nothing without you

I look up, and close my eyes. I let my thoughts deep inside of me silently out.

Somehow I found

A way to get lost in you

Change your mind

Let me inside

Let me get close to you

Change your mind

Ill get lost if you want me to

Somehow I found

A way to get lost

In you

You always thought that I left myself open

But you didnt know I was already broken

I told myself that it wouldnt be so bad

Pulling away you took everything I had

You tried to lie and say i was everything

I remember when I said Im nothing without you

Somehow I found

A way to get lost in you

Let me inside

Let me get close to you

Change your mind

Ill get lost if you want me to

Somehow I found

A way to get lost

In you