THIS IS SO SAD OH MY GOD EMOTIONS HERE
Finally, the concert was over. It was so long without Ashley. It was actually kind of boring.
The VIP’s came into the back stage. Oh, right. I forgot. UGH.
Ash just has to wait a little longer.
She might of hung herself or something in that amount of time.
She might of broke her promise.
But I know her too well, and she wouldnt do that.
She’s Ashley! The best girl any guy could have.
And I have her. Woop Woop to that.
“EEEEEEEEEEE!!” Fangirls burst into the room, and sat down.
“Oh god. Not again.” Brad mumbles under his breath.
“Hi!!!” One girl throws herself on me, and I push her away.
Not this time.
“Your so BORING.” She sits down.
“Well then, want pictures?” Barry tries to just get it over with, he knows what Im thinking. We all know what eachother’s thinking. We have spent too much time to NOT know what we are all thinking.
Soon enough we were finally able to get back into the trailer to Ash.
I run as fast I can over to the door, and I swing it open.
“WE CAME BACK!” I expect Ashley to answer so I can kiss her.
She wasnt in the living room.
“I missed you!” I run up to the bedroom.
I find Neil there, but Ashley was no where to be seen.
“Are you hiding from me?”
No answer.
I peek below every bed, and I open the closet. No one was there.
“Ash?” I start to get worried.
“Jokes over.” I walk around.
Still no answer.
“Oh my god..”
I run downstairs, almost tripping over my own feet.
Barry picks up a piece of paper, and looks heartbroken as he read it.
Brad looks at it, and immediatly he almost cries.
“What..”
Barry looks at me, like it would ruin my life if he gave it to me.
“Adam..”
“WHAT” I get closer to him, and he passes the paper to me.
“Im so sorry” Barry looks at me.
I read it.
Dear everyone,
Thank you guys so much for helping me out. But I noticed that Im taking over you guys. I wasnt meant to do that at all. I left for your own good. Im falling too hard for Adam, and I really dont want to ruin his life. I have already ruined too much lives. Dont try to find me, its for your own good.
Thank you guys so much for everything, you have all helped out so much. Even when you DIDNT know me. But I have to move on so you guys dont.
Keep making music guys.
Im sorry,
Ashley
I look up, in complete shock.
“NO” I run to the window to see if she was there.
I burst out the door, and run towards the highway.
“ASHLEY!!!”
“ADAM! DONT” Barry and Brad run over to save my stupid ass from running into the highway.
“I NEED ASHLEY”
“SHES GONNA DIE OUT THERE!!”
They drag me back into the trailer, and I automatically grab my phone.
“Do it.” Brad looks up at me.
I dial 911.
“This is 911 what is your emergency?”
“ASHLEY LEFT”
“What?”
“Oh, uh, well..” I stay silent for a few minutes.
“Ashley ran away from me.”
“Oh, last name please?”
“Farhent”
“Okay, what is your name?”
“Adam Gontier”
“Okay..”
“What is your location when you last saw her?”
“At the heartland stage in conneticut”
“Mmmhmm..”
“I cant say anything for sure but we are out looking for her. We will call you if anything happens.”
“Thank you”
I hang up.
“What happened?” Barry looked at me.
“They are looking for her”
“I guess we shouldnt leave”
“No! She might come back” I hold back tears.
I open my phone and try to call her.
I hear a ringing in the other room.
I run up and I find her phone on the dresser.
“Oh my GOD…” I automatically see that the razor was no longer there.
“HIT THE HIGHWAY!!” I run downstairs in panic.
“WHAT?!”
“SHES GOT THE RAZOR!! WE NEED TO FIND HER BEFORE ITS TOO LATE!!!” I scream through tears.
I know without me, her voices are going to kill her.
Razor or not.
“Oh my god…” I sit on the couch, and Barry and Brad try to calm me down.
“You say its never too late.”
“But this time it is..” I sob.
“This time is the perfect time to believe that its never too late.” Barry pats my back.
“Because it isnt too late.” Brad gets up and opens the window to look for Ashley.
The trailer starts moving towards the highway, and we do a search.
She thinks that she is ruining our lives..
Who told her that?
The voices did. She was alone.
I hate her other side.
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World So Cold
FanfictionAshley is a very unique girl with very tough issues in her life. Everyday she has to battle depression. And most of all the voices in her head. The voices keep trying to pull her into the good life. The good life not in this world. She was abused ev...