Second Chances

38. Busted

1 week later

"Baybeh you gotta wake up please! You gotta wake up fa me Skye." I cried. I shook her shoulders a little harder before pulling ha' head onto my lap. "Justine please! You can't leave me I-I'm not gon make it baybeh please."

I don't know how I got hea or how long it's been since I found her on the side of the road. Looking around I spotted ha' car crushed like a can on the neutral ground. Thick red blood seeped through my pants from me laying her on my lap. I tried to get ha' to come to but it wasn't working. I called out for help but nobody was around and I couldn't even find my phone. I laid her flat on her back attempting to give her CPR.

As I was reaching down to move her hair from her face her eyes opened and she just stared at me.

"I thought you loved me August."

I looked down at her completely confused and shocked. "I do love you w-"

"Then why did you do this to me? Why?!!"

Tears ran down my face as I shook my head. "Baybeh I-I didn't mean to. I'm so sorry."

She sat straight up and pulled me into a hug. "Bye August."

I pulled away to look at her only to find her limp in my arms as if I was imagining her talkin just now. My eyes widened and I started to panic again. "No no no no! Wait no come back!"

I quickly laid her down and attempted CPR again. It wasn't working but that didn't stop me. Determined to bring her back I kept going. But when she started fading away I knew it was too late. There was nothing else I could do.

"No wait please!!" I pleaded on my hands and knees slumped over where she once was.

"How could you do this to me August?!"

I frantically looked all around me but didn't see her anywhere. "Where you at baybeh?"

"You'll never see me again and it's all your fault."

I cried so hard it hurt. "Please baybeh I'm sorry. I ain't mean for this shit to happen."

"It's too late now."

"Where you at baybeh?!!"

"This is all your fault!"

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."

"Why August? Why did you do this to me?!"

"I'm so sorry."

"August!"

"August!"

"AUGUST! Wake up."

I jumped up out my sleep to see Skye shaking me with a worried look.

"Are you ok baby?"

I threw the covers off me and pulled my wife beta off. My body was soaked in sweat and my breathing was heavy.

"August what's wrong?"

"Nothin I'm straight."

She didn't seem to believe me. "Baby. Obviously you're lying."

Wit a sigh I stood and headed to the bathroom.

I need me a nice cool shower. Lookin at the clock as I headed to the bathroom I saw it was 5:26 am.

I had to be up for six anyway. I stripped from my damp from sweat clothes and turned on the shower. Hopping in I let the cool water run down my face and body before leaning my head on the wall.

I been havin' the same dream for the last three days now but this the first time Skye been here to wake me up. It still hurt me to know that shit happened to her and it was because of me. I don't know if I should to talk to her about it for the simple fact that I'm ashamed of my actions and the guilt is eatin' at me worse every day.

She came back to us but that don't change the fact that I'm the one who put her in harms way to begin wit. Everybody keep tellin' me it ain't my fault but we all know it is.

Wit a sigh I started washin' off. Once I was rinsing off the curtains slid open and Skye stepped in. Keepin' my back to her she placed a hand on my back.

"Baby?"

"I'm straight mama. Don't worry bout me."

"Of course I'm gonna worry about you. You were crying August. What's wrong?"

"Nun. Ion wanna talk about it." I made the water a little warmer for ha' before steppin' out.

She didn't say nothin' after that and I was grateful she dropped it. Hopefully.

By the time she got out the shower I was dressed and headed out.

"August Anthony Alsina! If you walk out that door I will fight you."

Hanging my head I took a deep breath. "Justine I told you-"

"I don't wanna hear that. I can tell when something is wrong with my man so stop lying to me."

I stood at the do' just watchin' ha'. Lookin' at the time on my phone, I closed the door back and walked to ha'.

"I still think about what happened dat night. You coulda died cause of me. I coulda killed you mama."

She frowned. "Babe no. It wasn't your fault. I chose to leave you didn't force me."

"Ya'll keep tellin' me dis but it's just how I feel. I just wish I could change what happened."

She placed ha' hand in mine and gave it a squeeze. "Everything happens for a reason. Look where we are now. We became stronger because of what happened. That's how I like to think about it."

I shook my head and let her hand go runnin' them down my face. "Nah Skye. You should hate me fa' dis. I caused you so much pain physically and mentally you know? I don't deserve to be wit' you."

"Don't say that. If you really didn't deserve to be with me then we wouldn't have found our way back to each other in the first place so stop it. It's not true." She said glarin' at me.

"You can't tell me you wasn't pissed at me when you woke up."

She nodded and slightly laughed. "Oh trust me I was pissed at you. But it had nothing to do with the accident babe."

I sat down on ha' bed and rested my elbows on my knees. "We lost so much time that we can't get back."

She straddled my lap and put her hands on both sides of my face liftin' it to look at her. "Baby.." She smiles and rubbed circles on my jaws. "We have the rest of our lives to make up for it."

I smirked holdin' her waist. "I love you so much."

She put her arms around and kissed me. "I love you more daddy."

I raised my eyebrows bitin' down on my lip. "Daddy?"

She nodded tucking ha' lips in. "Mhm."

Wit a low chuckle I ran my hands ova' ha backside and kissed ha' passionately. I truely don't know what I would do without ha'.

She pressed closa' to me slipin' ha' tongue in my mouth. When she started grindin' on me I knew I had to stop her.

Gettin' a firm grip on ha' waist I stopped her movements. "Baybeh wait we got finals today."

She pouted and kissed down my neck. "Five minutes?"

Lickin' ova' my lips I nodded as she bit down on my earlobe. "Early inna mornin' huh? Aight only f-"

"Justine where did you put my fffff- ummmm."

Skye quickly turned around both of us wit' wide eyes seein' a shocked Remi in the bathroom doorway.

Skye quickly stood up and cleared her throat. "Uh Rem hey." She said with a nervous giggle.

I sat there silently looking between both of them.

Welp I guess the cat is outa the damn bag now.

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Sorry for the wait guys. I've been having writers block lately but I still wanted to update something for y'all.

Hope you enjoyed it nonetheless.

And can someone possibly tell me why my italics font never want to work?

~Chancethewriter💕