Eleanor

Dear Diary: It's Been a While

Dear Diary,

It's been a while. Please don't think that I have forgotten you, it's just that things in my life have been all out of sorts lately. 

First, I'm trying to finish everything up here at Uni so I can go home for the Christmas holiday.  If it weren't for Starbucks I don't know how I would have survived. The good news is that I only have one more final left and then I'm free until the New Year!

Second, I still don't really know where Louis and I stand as a couple.  I mean everything is going great, we talk every day and he's even come here to Manchester a few times when he can get away.  We kiss and hold hands but he has never mentioned me being his girlfriend.  Even in the last few radio interviews he says he's single.

I'm just so confused diary.

I really think that I am falling hard for him and I haven't got a clue what's going on in his mind.  And I'm just too scared to ask him because I don't want him to think I'm a weird clingy girl.

Maybe I should just ask him.  I'll see him this Sunday when we both get back to London.  I just hope it doesn't ruin our New Years Eve plans.

Well, I got to go. Max just got here and if I have to start studying at some point for this exam. 

I'm sorry again that it's been so long. I promise it won't ever happen again.

XO

Eleanor