Eleanor

Dear Diary: I'm Crazy

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This time I'm going to do the same, I will not be updating until this chapter gets 20 comments and this time 35 votes. I know you all can do it!

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Dear Diary,

Last night was ...interesting to say the least. I went to my first One Direction concert since Louis and I started dating.  Well, it's actually my first ever One Direction concert.  From the very beginning when I arrived with Louis at the venue to leaving after the show, it was amazing, a complete rush and a night I never want to forget.

I got to meet some of the boy's team like Lou and Paul.  It was so nice to have finally met them after hearing so much about them from Louis. I also met Liam's girlfriend Danielle for the first time.  You know what it's like to meet some one who you just know right off that they are loving and caring, that there is a connection between the two of you right when you meet?  Well that was Danielle. She was so sweet, amazing and really just a lovely person. It was so nice to meet and to just sit and talk with someone who understood what it was like to date someone in the spotlight.  I can tell we're going to be the best of friends and have already planned a girls trip to America while the boys our touring there this Summer.

I also had my first fan encounter since Louis and I went public.  I find it so odd that they know who I am, even odder that they care.  These girls asked for a picture with me, it was the craziest thing I have ever experienced.  I'm just a normal Uni student who is lucky if my hair looks nice when I leave my flat in mornings, yet they wanted to take a picture with me as if I was part of the band.  Danielle and Lou both laughed at my reaction and told me not to worry, that I would get used to it.  To be honest I don't think I ever will. 

But the best part of the night was getting to see Louis up on stage performing.  Just watching him up there, you could tell that was what he loved to do, what he was meant to do. I felt giddy as I watched him up on the stage goofing off with his four best friends, singing, running around, trying to dance and answering all the stupid twitter questions that I couldn't help but laugh at, he was just amazing the whole time. I couldn't help but scream along with everyone else there, trying my best to dance, swirling around and taking pictures on my phone so I could remember that moment when he was far away on tour.

And if I'm honest diary, I think after watching Louis up on stage and doing what he loved made me realize that I might actually love him.  I hope that doesn't sound crazy... No I mean it does sound crazy, but it's true. And if that means I'm crazy then I don't mind, I really think that I love Louis Tomlinson.  

So I guess I'm crazy. 

XO,

Eleanor

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