Sing To Me While I'm Dying

Chapter Twenty Three

I wheeled myself out of my room the next morning everyone was looking at me like I had two heads. I had gotten ready for school like I normally would and came out to get breakfast. It was Friday and I wasn't looking forward to a whole weekend of my thoughts. I ate breakfast silently and we went to school. I still haven't said a word. Jasper opened his locker and pulled out my books and his.

"I'm trying not to push you Vie, but I need you to talk to me."

"My mother is dying, what more is there to say?" I ask, my voice devoid of emotion. He sighs and shakes his head.

"There is so much more to say. There is another story, if your mother dies there has to be another story, it can't be the end."

"If my mother dies, there won't be another story. It will be the end." I say glaring at him.

"I won't let this end you."

"Is not your decision, Jasper. It's mine, and I don't want to live without Bella and without my mom. I just don't."

"What about me, do you ever think about me?"

"I never stop thinking about you, and how if I leave it will help you. You won't be afraid that I will just explode. You won't be scared that when my mother finally dies, I'll go off the deep end. And you can't dump a crazy person, so I'll do you it for you, now. I'm not your girlfriend anymore. I don't know if ever was, but I don't want to be. I'll get Leo to help me with my wheelchair. I need you to stay away from me. I'll move out of Leo's house and I'll move back home."

"Vie you can too that, you can't live by yourself. Your in a wheelchair."

"That's why I have to live by myself! I can't depend on people."

"I'm sorry Vie, but you have to! You can't walk."

"I know I can't! I don't want you around me anymore!"

"Then I'll move back home!" He yells. My mouth opens and tears fills my eyes.

"Don't, don't do that. I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me."

"It fine."

"It's not fine, I'm tired of everyone forgiving me because I'm a cripple and my mother s dying. I don't want your forgiveness. I want you to hate me. It will make it so much easier to just die!"

"You're not dying Vie!"

"Yes I am, I'm slowly dying. Just like my mother."

"I think you should go home Vie." He grabs my wheelchair and starts to wheel me out of the school.

"No, I don't want to go!" I say slapping his arms. He doesn't let go though. When we get to Lizzy's house he puts me in my room.

"Do you want to be on your bed?"

"No, I want to go back to school." He ignores me and closes the door on his way out. After awhile. I open the door and wheel myself out of the room. I see Jasper sitting on the couch in the living room.

"I'm not letting you leave." He says looking at me. He crosses his arms over his chest. I sigh and wheel myself back into my room. I close the door and wipe my eyes. What have I become?

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