Its about 10 30 at night and im hiding under the covers of my sleeping bag. Because we already have to go bed and I'm not tierd. I'm a night owl. I like the dark and being awake late.
I'm in the girls cabin which sucks but there is nothing unreal can do other then suck it up and go to sleep.
I've been thinking about his girl I like lately. She likes me back but I'm kind of scared to ask her out because we've been best friends since we were 8 and I'm worried that if we break up that will wreak our friendship. And I've never been in a real relationship. I don't know how thees things work.
I kind have told her j thought of her as just a friend because I was scared of telling her how I felt.
Also. The fact that I'm asexual. That scares me. She loves the whole kissing and touchy feely and im not.
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My FtM Journal
Non-FictionI just made some notes on my experiences on being and FtM transgender man. I am 14 and have excepted myself for two years now. In this journal I make tips on anything that could potentially help some of you. you could give me tips or just comment...