Hey, hi, howdy, ho. I'm gettin' real slow.
I just felt like rhyming. I don't know why.
This chapter is just me rambling.
Anyway. I kind of realized that I probably look like a lunatic when I'm stressed.
It's really weird cause what I'll do is; I'll start laughing when I have to talk about something that I'm stressing about. It doesn't matter, I'll just start laughing for no reason at all. I'll be on the verge of tears and I'll be laughing.
Does anyone else have this problem?
Anyway.
Something else. I've been reading quite a bit. I just finished a book and now I'm halfway through another. My goal is to read 120 before the end of high school. I chose that number cause I wanted to use 2 pages of paper and 60 fits on one page.
Um, I've been working on my motivation. It's been going well. I can finally get out of bed at the time I want to. I don't have to struggle as much. Although I know it's only been 2 days, I've been waking up at night 3-4 times which isn't all that great.
I finally got a desk in my room so now I have more motivation to draw and work, and even do my homework. I really don't know what it is but I have been feeling a lot better than I was before.
I want to work on a novel, but I don't know where to start. I'm going to search up some stuff but if you have any tips on writing that you want to let me know or even link me to, just comment it here, please.
Another thing. Let me know what you guys want chapters on. I can do motivation, coming out, YouTuber biographies, or even just random help tips for random things. Please let me know here.
Um. I think I might quit cadets. You probably don't care. But if you want to know why just ask and I'll make a chapter.
One last thing.
So I'm thinking about starting a youtube channel. It would be an animation channel but I might start doing a, talk to the camera kind of thing. What do you guys think? Would you watch me? Or do you care?
I would have to save up the money to get a drawing tablet or an iPad pro which I'm already doing. Do you think it would be worth it?
Please don't say crap like, 'Oh, you do you. It's your life.' Or 'Whatever makes you happy.'
I realize that, but right now I'm asking your opinions.
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My FtM Journal
Non-FictionI just made some notes on my experiences on being and FtM transgender man. I am 14 and have excepted myself for two years now. In this journal I make tips on anything that could potentially help some of you. you could give me tips or just comment...
