Finding Us Again

The Time We Need

Ian's POV---

Nina and I were putting the things she had gotten from the store away. And I couldn't stop myself from looking at her every chance I could.

I couldn't wait for her to see the flowers that were just delivered. I had gotten 2 xl bouquets that were a mixture of her favorite flowers and colors. I knew she'd love them. I just couldn't wait to see her blush when she seen them. I knew she would.

We were standing in the master bedroom, Nina's room, going through the bags. Separating her things from mine. Both stealing glances of one another and both smirking when catching the other.

"So do you want me to change for dinner? Like into something nicer." Nina asked.

"No. You don't have to do that. You look amazing in anything. Plus we're home. We can be comfortable." I told her with a smile.

"Ok." She smiled and blushed at the compliment.

"I think that's all of it. I'm gonna go put this stuff away." I smiled at her.

"Ok. Do you want some help?"

"No, I'm fine. You have your own stuff to put up. Thank you for doing the shopping though." I kissed her cheek as I gathered my bags and headed to the guest room to put my things away.

While in my room I heard Nina start her music. She was playing Passenger-Let Her Go .

I didn't even have to see her to know she was dancing around and singing while putting stuff away. I knew that girl like the back of my hand.

I couldn't help but think about my plans for the night while putting my things away. I was nervous as hell.

What if she doesn't want this, me any of it, anymore. What if she doesn't love me like that anymore. I couldn't blame her if she didn't. I ruined us and our relationship. And I got married to someone else. I hurt her. I know I did. I thought to myself.

I had to shake that off. I had to shake off the self doubt. She loves. You know she loves you. Just like you love her. And yes, you did hurt her. But you can make it right. You can get it back. You can fix what you did, make her happy again and be with the woman you love. I knew I could. Now I just had to do it.

Tonight's gonna be perfect. You're gonna tell her how you feel. Show her the memories you kept. And tell her you want her. And you want what you had back.