☆Sidemen Imagines and Preferences☆

#120 • Simon Imagine

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Requested: Anonymous

Theme: Fluff

Warning: Clowns?

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Y/N's POV.

"Guys no I really don't want to do it." I complained for the hundreth time since the group suggested it. Simon held my hand and rubbed it with his thumb.

"C'mon we can just go into our room while they watch the movie okay?" Simon says to the rest of the boys while looking at me. I look at him and then then the other boys. I sighed loudly.

"Fine." I say shortly and give in. When the boys heard that I have never seen the famous movie IT because of my fear of clown they went wild. JJ especially. They wanted me to watch. In general I hated scary movies. But adding in my personal fear was over the top.

But I gave in. I always did when it came to them. JJ and Ethan had run off to go and get the popcorn and movie snack. Tobi and Vik went to set up the movie. Harry and Josh went and grabbed all the blankets and pillows for us to cuddle into.

I bit my lip nervously.

"Y/N, you don't have to watch it if you don't want to," Simon assured me. But I shook my head and put on a scared smile.

"No. Its okay. Let's just get it out of the way. Anyway its like what? 20 years old? How good can it be? Right?...Right Simon?" He had walked off leaving me feeling even more timid. I take a deep breath and walk over to the couch.

In a matter of minutes the smell of popcorn was at my nose, the lights were off and our eyes were glued to the screen. I grabbed Simons hand lightly as the movie started.

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IT was crawling out of the bathroom drain as the boy looked terrified. I mimicked his expression. My hand thay held Simons got progressively tighter. I was pretty much now sitting on him. But I couldn't take my eyes off the screen. I felt paralyzed.

I felt as if the clown was staring right at me. As if it was about to crawl out of the television to get me.

"Y/N," The clown whispered. My eyes widened. No that can't be possible. The clown said my name.

"Y/N,"

And again. I wanted to run. To scream. To cry. But I stayed still.

"Y/N!!" I snapped back to reality as Simon called my name for the third time. The movie was paused and they were all staring at me. I opened my mouth to speak. I looked at Simon.

He looked just as scared.

"Baby are you okay? You look like you've jumped out of your skin. Here, you're not watching any more," Simon said sternly and stood up with me. I was getting my breath back.

By the time I was breathing fine I was already up in Simons' room. He tucked me into bed and kissed my forehead.

"I'll be right back okay? Just going to quickly brush my teeth," He says sweetly and leaves. I stared at the ceiling. I had to move. Try and get my mind off of IT. I started to walk down the hallway. Finally trying to calm down. I tell myself it's okay.

But suddenly all I see is a clown face. The big red nose. White skin. Wide eyes. Freaky teeth. It was all I saw. I screamed and jumped back, falling over. Tears formed just as I heard laughing. I see JJ take off the clown mask.

I couldn't help it. I started crying. I covered my face as I cried from the fear. It felt so real. It all just felt so real. I hear footsteps and JJs laughter stops as he realised I was crying.

"JJ what did you- oh for goodness sake,"

Simon had obviously seen the mask and heard the scream. I felt his habds wrap around me and pick me up bridle style. I wrapped my arms around his neck as I heard Simons cold JJ.

"Seriously man? You saw how freaked out she was watching the movie," He continued to scold him but I blocked it out. Simon cologne was already soothing me. Slowly my tears were stopping and finally stopped.

Simon carried me back into bed and got in with me this time. He didn't say much and neither did I. His breathing was calming me. He rubbed my back with his warm hand and played with my hair with the other.

Then he broke the silence.

"I'm sorry that I let you watch the movie. I wish you didn't. But you're safe with me okay? I'll protect you against clowns and stupid JJs. Promise." Simon whispered. I couldn't see him cause it was dark. But I could feel and hear him. I cuddled into him further.

"I love you."

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There you go I hoped you liked it xx

Im so so so sorry for not posting. Its been really hard lately. I have so many commitments and its crazy. The stress is just the title of my life rn. I won't bore you with the details but the main words that go with whats been happening are: Rape, Suicide, Abuse, Murder.