Until There Was You ♡ Taehyung/Reader FF ♡ Slow Updates ♡

Chapter Eleven ~ Charity Event (4/4)

Y/N.

Y/N blames the drink, she definitely blames the drink because there's absolutely no other reason why this would seem like a good idea to her right now.

She hesitates at first as Taehyung seems tense but soon enough he relaxes and so in turn so does she.

"Y/N, it's okay. I don't feel awkward, please continue." 

She feels her heart race.

She never expected this would happen with Taehyung, she was afraid things would get weird between them but she can't stop.

Not now.

"I've done this with my family and also with Miles, Cyrus and Jisoo. It's my way of committing to memory what someone looks like. If you want me to stop, just tell me and I'll stop okay?"

She feels him smile, a soft laugh escaping his lips.

"I don't want to stop, please carry on."

She returns his smile, overwhelmed with so much nervous energy.

She finally gives a nod, allowing her fingers to explore.

They run across his jaw, skin so soft beneath her own.

She arches a brow once her fingers find the lobes of his ears and meet cool metal.

"You've got piercings?" Taehyung hums as she gently moves her fingers down the long accessory. "Oh, you've got studs on the other side." She adds, gently moving her thumb over them.

"Yeah." 

She cocks her head, unsure if he wanted to continue based on his one word reply.

"It's okay, don't stop."

She was relieved that this wasn't freaking him out.

Or was he just trying to be polite?

She told herself not to worry too much, Taehyung would surely tell her if he wanted to stop.

She moved her hands across his cheek.

Perfectly sculpted. 

Then across his nose, the bridge wide but not too wide.

It felt so delicate.

Her fingertips then moving across his plump slightly wet lips, body betraying her as she inhales sharply.

Fuck, her heart is going crazy.

Taehyung.

Taehyung couldn't stop staring at her as she explored his features, with every delicate touch his heart went wild.

Y/N was so beautiful, sitting this close to her and sharing this intimate moment made him feel something foreign and totally unexpected.

Warmth.

No woman had ever made him feel this way before, he was absolutely terrified.

Then her fingers brushed back through his now recently dyed silver hair, lips parting.

"Y/N?"

"What? I'm making this weird right? I'm sorry, I'll stop."

"No! No, don't think that. It's definitely not weird, please don't think that."

Y/N.

He's beautiful

Why does he have to be so beautiful?

Y/N pauses before lowering her hands.

"I appreciate you letting me do that, sorry if it made you uncomfortable."

She hears him sigh, fingers suddenly lacing with her own.

"Y/N?"

"Yes?"

She feels his thumb move gently across her jaw and stills.

Taehyung.

He wants to kiss her, he wants so badly to kiss her but fear stops him.

Fear of commitment

Fear of hurting her

Fear of losing her

He allows his eyes to fall across her red lips, then pulls back, placing a kiss to her forehead.

"We should go back down, people will start to ask after us."

He's such a coward.

Y/N.

She stupidly thought for a moment Taehyung was going to kiss her, she couldn't help but feel the sting of rejection, forcing a smile as Taehyung leads her back downstairs.

Miles keeps asking her if everything is okay once they return to the group which doesn't help her mood....she just wants to go home, she feels completely humiliated.

Taehyung stays with them but for some reason doesn't speak with her much, it's most likely her own fault for making him feel awkward.

She never should've done it.

Why did she do it?

Has she messed everything up now?

Once it was time to leave Taehyung seemed to be back to his old self, he thanked them for coming and gave her a hug even if it was stiff and awkward.

"I'll pick you up for breakfast tomorrow."

He whispered next to her ear to which she gives a nod.

Maybe she's worrying for nothing.

He wouldn't want to take her to breakfast if she had made him feel awkward right?

Taehyung.

Taehyung watches her walk with Cyrus and Miles to their car, heart going crazy inside his chest.

What is she doing to him?

Why was he suddenly so afraid of her?

Y/N.

Y/N didn't say anything during the ride back to her place, mood definitely soured.

She doesn't stand a chance.

She needs to get a grip.