Love tamed the beast

Saving you from yourself

A/N: Ehi guys! Just a couple things I wanted to tell you before continuing the story, first of all, I know in the last chapter it seemed as if raven didn't care much about what happened to her, don't worry, all the pain is gonna come out in this chapter, but don't fear. This will also be the chapter where loath will be defeated.
The time is immediately after last chapter.
But enough chit chat, on with the story.
Also guys.... thank you so much for your support, you have no idea how much this means to me, you're the light in my darkest hour (reference!!!)
K I'll be quiet now
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RAVEN POV
Self loath-"we're weak, we couldn't defend ourselves, we couldn't save ourselves, we couldn't protect ourselves"

Rae-"please.... no more cuts..... please"

Tears streamed down my face as I saw the door of the closet slowly creep open and the box fall to the ground, letting the knife out.

Self loath-"it is the only way to relieve you.... take it....go on...... take it"

I didn't wanted to, it hurt, it hurt so much, but somehow it managed to hurt less then my heart, so I reluctantly got it and kneeled down next to my bed, I lifted my sleeve up, revealing all my scars, I cried worst seeing them

"I'm weak"
*cut*
"I'm worthless"
*cut*
"I'm a monster"
*cut*
"I'm-"

*bam* *bam* *bam*

Chan-"Rae open up!! I smell blood!! Your blood!! What's going on in there?"

SHIT!!!!!!!!!!

"GO AWAY!"

Chan-"RAE WHAT'S GOING ON?!"

"LEAVE ME ALONE!!

I cried but didn't really wanted him to, blood still coming out my arms, I hadn't heal myself, I can't with him shouting at the door, everything's starting to get blurry

Chan-"I'm coming in"

A pair of claws dug into the side of my door and changeling, not a gorilla or the beast, changeling pulled my reinforced steel door open with his bare hands, as soon as he got inside and saw me on the floor bleeding, he closed the door behind him and looked at me in the eyes, his look of fear made me cry harder

"GET OUT!"

As if he didn't even hear me, he knelt up beside me, took the knife from my hands and toss it aside

Chan-" my god Rae your arms, look at those scars and cuts, what have you done to yourself ?"

I cried harder and tried to look away but he raised my head from the chin so I had to look into his eyes

Chan-"ehi it's okay, we'll get through this... I'll help you"

I lunged forward hugging him tightly and sobbing into his chest he stroke my hairs gently for a bit, then he detached and looked closer to my wrists, a frown appeared on his face and he looked back at me

Chan-"alright Rae, listen up, I fear these cuts could get infected, you're shivering and shaking tremendously, so I take that you can't heal them in your current state of stress, but I don't know how to use the equipment in the medical room, I'd wake up Cy but I guess you don't want this to be known, right?" I nodded

Chan-"as I thought... Rae... I know how to heal you but it could be painful"

"N-not m-more then this"

Chan-" alright Rae, hold onto me if it helps ok?"

I nodded again and he leaned down and held my arm close to his mouth, I didn't understand until he started licking my wounds clean, sending shivers down my spine, I flinched as his saliva burnt on my wounds but it was working, his healing factor and his natural disinfectant dna were healing and sealing my cuts, I felt so relieved, I have never felt this way before.