𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 | 𝐤𝐩𝐨𝐩

D O N G J U N ; Z E : A

➳ feedbacks are welcome in the comment section ♡

➳ enjoy ♡

---- ☯ ----

3rd pov

flashback

"we're still young,"  his words hit you like a thousand bullets at once, "let's take a break, huh?" he smiled, which made your heart break.

is he happy now that he's free from you?

"no," you said sternly just as he was about to turn his heel from you. his face gave you a confused face. "i don't want to, i love you." you cried in front of him, breaking your fierce pace.

"we'll learn.. let's meet in the future." you gripped on his sweater tightly, not ever wanting to let go.

"please, let's talk this out."

"y/n, i'm tired." and he left you.

end

at that time, i;

at that time, we were so foolish and young,

at that time, we used to argue over trifles,

a memory of us being pathetic

you sighed as you stacked your books, readying yourself for your next class. you stood up, walking over to the next building where your next class was.

you were aimlessly walking, your feet dragging you. you just stared at the busy people's feet, but your eyes found its way to the familiar shoes.

his.

god, how you missed him. treating him like a stranger was harder than waiting in line in a counter because your mom left you.

you sighed for the nth time as he didn't even glance back at you, so you reluctantly broke your contact with him.

the day was longer than what you expected.

in the moonlight when i look at the sky, i can see our scars

at a late night when i walk on the street

the clear memories of the past come up

it's not missing you nor longing for you, it's not that simple

the clear night you walked to your home, all that was in your mind was..

your homework in chemistry.

you guessed and guessed how you would solve for how many minerals on your body was. it was frustrating, really.

but then you remembered, 2 years ago, dongjun always helped you with this kind of things. 

you hated the thought of him, but you still miss him.

the walk through home was tiring, especially when he was in your mind.

you plopped in your bed, staring at the blank ceiling.

i just miss the time when there were only two of us in the world.

i just miss then, at that time, we neglected each other and were complacent

i was painful as if i was broken; in the moonlight when i look at the sky i can see our scars

at a late night when i walk on the street the clear memories of the past come up

you thought, does he miss you? was he also breaking like how you are? its been years.. you're still waiting for him.

"i'm still waiting for you." you muttered, then looked at the window. his house is just beside yours, and you can clearly see his window on the other side as well. "he's studying.." 

meanwhile, 

he knew you were watching.

he knew you were still crying over him. 

he knew your sighs of frustration because he doesn't look back at you, even for once.

he still missed you.

but how could he go back to you? after all the bullshits he's done to you, how could he?

his face was as thick as his pride, and he knew it hurt you.

he's sorry, after all.

it's not missing you, nor longing for you

it's not that simple, i just miss the time when there were only two of us in the world

i just miss then, it's not i want to go back to that time, it's not that light instant feeling

the same time, you broke your gaze at the window as he also plopped in his bed, also staring at the ceiling.

it's not missing you, nor longing for you

it's not that simple, i just miss the time when there were only two of us in the world

i just miss then, it's not i want to go back to that time

it's not that light instant feeling

you were both crazy for each other.

you missed each other.

but..

i just miss the time when there were only two of us in the world

i just miss then

at that time, i; at that time, we

will there be a future for the both of you?