Chapter 1: Directioners and the city.

Chapter 34: Actions speak louder than words

I finally drifted off to sleep, and slept through most of the night, I wanted

what happened tonight to just be a horrible nightmare and I would wake up from

it all and everything will be okay.  Sadly it wasn't a dream, it was reality. I

woke up rather early and got changed for the gym, maybe working out would help

take my mind off what happened. I took my phone and left Harry a note just

incase he woke up and noticed that I wasn't there. I took my iPod from my purse and

my headphones and key and walked outside his room to go to the gym. I pressed

the down arrow on the elevator and it dinged, and I entered, I went down to the

main floor where the gym and indoor pool were. I signed in and went on the

treadmill, I ran a good 5 miles and then moved onto some ab and arm workouts. I

listened to my workout playlist and cleared my mind, it helped a bit.

After my workout I went upstairs to Harry's room to shower.

Harry: morning Kaitlin, did you have a nice workout?

Kaitlin: morning Harry, and yes I did, thanks for everything again last night.

Harry: no problem, the boys ,Eleanor, Danielle and I are all gonna have

breakfast, would you like to join?

Kaitlin: Is he gonna be there?

Harry: yes, Kaitlin but you don't have to talk to him or sit next to him.

Kaitlin: Okay, I will go. I just need to wash up and get dressed.

Harry: Okay I will let the others know, we will be in Louis room so just knock

when you are ready.

I got into the shower and had my outfit sorted, I had packed another outfit with

me in my bag for the weekend trip, I had packed a pair of high waisted  denim

shorts and a Beatles shirt that had the lyrics to "All you need is love" from

Urban Outtfiters, I slid on my TOMS and did my hair and makeup, took my phone

and money and went to Louis's room. They let me in and almost everyone was there

except Zayn, he was showering and the boys said that he said he would meet us

there. We went down to breakfast, in a private area in the hotel dining area and

sat down at a long table,  the band, Olly,Eleanor Danielle and I and the boys. I sat

in between Harry and Niall then Josh and Dan and Olly sat on our side while the

other bandmates and Louis and Eleanor sat next to each other on the opposite

side along with Liam and Danielle and Zayn. It just so happened to work out that

The empty chair directly across from me was where Zayn was sitting. All that

went through my mind was "how am I going to look into his eyes, those beautiful

brown eyes" I snapped myself out of the moment and just planned to be friendly

but not talk to him unless I needed to. I was still heartbroken and upset and