Chapter 48

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I was released from the police station mere hours later, having provided the required information.

At first, I was a little appalled that they thought I was capable of taking someone's life, but soon understood.

I had a good motive.

The bitch did steal my girlfriend while I was in a coma.

But that doesn't mean I would ever wish death upon her, let alone act on that wish.

I could only imagine how Billie may be feeling. Losing someone that meant so much to you.

I was tempted to fly down to her just to see if she was okay.

But I didn't want to make anything worse.

So I did the next best thing.

I texted her.

Me
i am sorry for your loss...

I sighed deeply, feeling like that was generic. Deciding that it was, I deleted the text, writing something new.

Me
I'm here if you need to talk

I felt somewhat content with that, pressing send and awaiting a response.

My🌍
i need to see you

I sucked in a large breath at her text. I hadn't seen her in months and now she is trying to get me back?

I shook my head, shutting off my phone and tossing it aside.

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Billie's P.O.V.

When I had recieved the text from her I couldn't help but miss her.

❤ofmylife
I'm here if you need to talk

I stared at it. My eyebrows pulled together. About us or Gigi?

I frowned at the contact name I had for Ava, before I changed it back to her name.

I can't think about that.

We're over and I am still heartbroken over Gigi.

Flashback

I sat on the bed waiting eagerly.

My stunning girlfriend had said she needed to show me something before giggling and running into the bathroom.

It worried me how much I trusted the goof.

"Ready?" Avalon laughed out.

"Always, princess." I encouraged.

The door opened and music started playing.

My jaw dropped.

Not just any music, but my own music.

You Should See Me In A Crown to be exact.

Avalon was dressed head to toe in one of my outfits, a blue wig atop her head. She tried to mimick my facial expressions and started belting out the lyrics to my song.

"You should see me in a crown!" She yelled, bouncing up and down as if she was performing at a concert.

She held her hairbrush in her hand as the microphone as she sang.

I just stood there, mesmorized.

This girl. This girl right fucking here.

I am going to marry her one day.

End of Flashback

I sighed.

Me
i need to see you

My eyes bored into the phone screen, awaiting a response. And then I saw it.

Read at 4:03 pm

I rolled my eyes.

I groaned loudly before slamming my head into my comforter.

And the tears came.

I cried for Gigi I cried for my darned lonliness, and I cried for Avalon.

I was just so unbelievably confused and lost.

So I did the one thing I knew to do in a situation like this.

I wrote a song.

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