39 morning

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the next morning i wake up to the smell of bacon in the kitchen. harrisons not beside me so he must be making a cooked breakfast for us. i get up and wander out to the kitchen wearing my usual sleep attire - a bralette and shorts. i open the door and harrison must of head out open as he spins around and sees me. "good morning love" he says and he smiles softly at me.

it's a very slow morning for us both. after our cooked breakfast all i want to do is sit on the couch and watch tv. i don't feel like doing anything or seeing anyone yet. i'm just not up to facing the world yet. i call mum and let her know about everything and i can tell that she just as distraught as i am about the baby. i still can't believe it happened.

"i didn't know how much i actually wanted kids until now" i say snuggling into harrisons side. "me neither. it's okay though. we still have all the time in the world" he says and kisses my forehead. "i don't want to tell anyone what happened. they'll hate me for killing a baby" i say and a tear slips out of my eye. "elyse, it wasn't your fault baby. you did everything you possibly could to keep the babies healthy. it was out of your control. you didn't kill them okay? don't ever think you did. you didn't, it isn't your fault" he says but i know all to well it's my fault someway or another

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