BTS Imagines 2

Jimin ♡ Lost [request]

Requested by @BAAAANGTAAAANN
They requested an imagine inspired by the song Lost

I'm still standing here with my eyes closed
Lost between the deserts and oceans
I'm still wandering
Where should I go yeah

I look out at the city of Seoul. Admiring the buildings and the sky trying to clear my head. So many stressful thoughts have weighed heavily on me these past few days.

I didn't know there were this many
Paths I can't go and paths I can't take
I never felt this way before
Am I becoming an adult?

It's hard. Being an idol. It's stressful. I enjoy what I do, but I can't help but let the stress get to me. It's especially stressful because I have a girlfriend, Y/n. I worry about her, about the hate she'll receive when we choose to make our relationship public. Not only that, but I can't have her worrying too much for me.

This is too hard,
is this path right for me
I am confused
Never leave me alone
I still believe even though it's unbelievable
To lose your path
Is the way to find that path

I feel lost, confused and scared. Is being an idol even the right thing? The stress that comes with being a celebrity is hard. People assume things about you and expect you to be perfect even though you're not.

I finally let all my stress out to Y/n over FaceTime.

"Don't leave me alone baby." I say letting tears slide down my face. "I know you're worried about me and I didn't want you to know I was going through this, but I need to let it out."
"It's okay Jimin." She smiled. "I won't leave you. I'll stay by your side."
"Thanks." I sniffle and force a smile.

Lost my way
Constantly pushing without rest within the harsh rainstorms
Lost my way
Within a complicated world without an exit
Lost my way
Lost my way
No matter how much I wander, I want to believe in my path

I can't help but feel sad. I sigh and pull at my hair. The more I practice the routine the worse I feel that I do. I can never get it right. But I have to. I have to push through. I truly believe this is the right path for me.

Lost my way
Found my way
Lost my way
Found my way
I once saw an ant going somewhere
There is no way to find the path at once
Constantly crashing and crawling forward
To find something to eat, roaming for days
You know
There is a reason for all this frustration
I believe that we're on the right path
If we ever find it
We will return home at once just like an ant

I just have to keep going. Being an idol is what I love. So what if I'm being judged. Those who are close to me know who I really am.

So long
Goodbye to my hope with no promise
So long
Even if I'm slow I will walk with my own feet
Because I know this path is mine to take
Even if I go back, I will reach this path eventually
I never I will never
I will never lose my dream

I can do this. I'll get through this with my brothers and Y/n by my side. They're all cheering me on. So what if I mess up on a routine, so what if cyber bullies say stuff about me. I know it's not true and I know the army will take up for me.

Lost my way
Constantly pushing without rest within the harsh rainstorms
Lost my way
Within a complicated world without an exit
Lost my way
Lost my way
I wander, I want to believe in my path

Throughout all of this, I wouldn't change a thing. I'm standing on stage with my six best friends. Y/n and I have made our relationship public and we've gotten so much support. I look out in the crowd and see her at the front smiling up at me. She's surrounded by our fans, army. The people who support me and my best friends with all their heart. It took some time, but the struggle was worth it.

Lost my way
Found my way
Lost my way
Found my way

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This was so hard to write haha. I had to look up all these lyric interpretations of the song and fit Y/n into the story but I think I got it :)
I hope you enjoyed!