Stray Kids Imagines

Jeongin - Tests, Stress and Guilt

A/n

If you don't have the subjects I used, just switch them out with other subjects you hate.

This one is a little longer than the other chapters. I could have splitted it into 2 parts, but I chose not to. What do you prefer?

I hope you like the story!^-^

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It was Wednesday, the worst day of the week. You had two tests on Friday, and it made you insane. Both tests were on subjects in which you hated and struggled to understand. Maths and Physics. People said the subjects were hard, that was an understatement. They were hell. You felt like you were being dragged through the mud during world war 2.

It was now 9 pm and you had been studying since 4 pm. You were exhausted, but you didn't feel like you could stop studying, since you still were lost. You had been reading this one sentence for the last 5 minutes. It was about positive and negative beta radiation, and you didn't understand ANY of it. Slowly but surely your head started spinning. You stood up to get some water, but the dizziness just got worse. You walked to your kitchen, wobbling. You opened your cupboard to get yourself a glass. Because of your state, your body didn't do as your brain told it to, and you accidentally dropped the glass. The glass shattered into shards and cut your foot. Seconds later the door opened and in walked Jeongin.

"Y/n, I know you said you were busy but I really missed you." He said from the hall.
You looked down on your feet, that now had cuts all over them. Jeongin came into the kitchen, and he immideately stopped walking. He looked at you with shock, but soon ran out of the kitchen. He soon came back with a dustpan. You were frozen and was about to move to help him out but he immideately stopped you. "Don't move, what if you hurt yourself even more." He said calmly but still strict.

When he had cleaned up the mess of shards you made, he took your hand and dragged you to the bathroom. "Sit." He said, and you did as you were told. He took out the first aid kit and grabbed your foot. He cleansed the wounds on your feet with peroxide. He was so concentrated and gentle, you couldn't help but look at him with admiration. You didn't even notice that it hurt, he made you go into some kind of trance.

"Y/n!" He snapped you out if your trance. "Huh?" Was all that came out of your mouth. "I asked you what happened." He said, searching for your eyes. "Sorry I was just in deep thought." He just sighed before you continued. "Basically I was dizzy and went to get water but accidentally dropped the glass..." He grabbed your hands before asking "How did you become dizzy, are you sick, should I take you to the hospital?"

You loved how much he cared about you. He was always gentle and caring, which was one of the thousand things that made you fall for him in the first place. "No, I dont need to go to the hospital. I just read this one sentence that I didn't understand and..." THE TEST, you had completely forgot about it! You immideately stood up and ran to your room. Once again burying your nose in your books. Jeongin came running after you, not understanding the reason of your sudden movement.

“Why did you run? Did you forget that you just hurt your foot and need to be careful?” He was stern and a little dejected. «Jeongin, I forgot about the test and I need to study more.” You were feeling really overwhelmed, and you were getting more nervous by the second.

“Y/n, what you really need is sleep. It’s already 10.47 pm. If you continue to study your head will explode. Come on, let’s go and cuddle.” He back hugged you, but you pushed him off of you. “Jeongin, I don’t have time for this, I really need to study.” He was a little astonished. You had never said no to him, but especially his cuddles. “Come on Y/n this isn’t good for you, both physically nor mentally. He once again tried to be affectionate but you once again pushed him off. “JEONGIN, IM BUSY, GO HOME!”

You weren’t in your right state of mind, you were tired, hangry, and you had lashed out on him. It felt as if the guilt was slowly eating you up from the inside. Never had he done anything wrong to you. He was always the sweetest boy anyone could wish for, and you had just lashed out at him. “No, I will not go home and leave you right now. One, because I don’t trust that you will take care of yourself. Two, because I want to help you.”

His words moved you, and all you could think of was how you were this lucky to have him as your boyfriend. There were so many girls out there that would be a better match, but he still chose you. Finally he embraced you, and you didn’t push away. Instead you broke down and started crying, the tears falling onto his shirt. “I’m sorry.” you said barely audible. Your fists clenched onto the material of his shirt. His hands slowly reached behind your back, before he started stroking you. You had been such an idiot, and still he was there for you. “It’s okay, I’ll help you out tomorrow. For now, let´s just go to sleep. Okay?” He said with a small smile. You nodded, put away your books, before falling asleep in his embrace. 

The next day he did as he had promised the night before. He helped you understand everything you didn’t understand the night before, and he boosted your selfconfidence. You couldn’t help but think of how he was an idol, practice all day, study and get good grades, and still somehow made time for you. He was just absolutely incredible. That night you went to bed early in Jeongin´s arms.

A week had passed, and you had gotten both tests back. You were meeting Jeongin later that day to tell him how it went. He had asked you the day you took the test on how you felt it went, you had told him that you weren’t really sure. Now you had the results and was going to tell him, you were nervous, but in a good way. 

You met up at a café close to JYP. He was already there waiting for you. You ordered before walking over to him. He stood up to hug you before you both sat down. “So how did the tests go?” He said looking a little nervous. You put the tests on the table and he opened his mouth in shock. “Over 85% on both tests! I am so proud of you!” He then proceeded to kiss your cheek. “I could only do it because you helped me and believed in me.” You said smiling. “I always will.”