Stray Kids Imagines

Jisung - Message

Talking with you made me feel special 

You made me feel like I was someone important 

You accepted me for me

I felt like everything was wrong with my body

until I met you

You never cared about my stretchmarks

or my chubbiness

You accepted me

Told me you wanted to protect me

That you loved me

And I loved you too

But they say that all things end

And so did we

You suddently went under the radar

Went insvisible for days

And when you suddenly reappeared I still felt like I was the one to blame

You said you had been going through something and taken a social media break

I told you how it had made me feel, being ignored

All you wrote back was a sorry

It made it seem like you never even cared

But rather had been faking it all along

So I was direct

«I don't want everything between us to be wasted, at least I don't hope it was fake»

«But if you need some space, I'll give it to you»

I sent you my message as I waited in anticipation

When you answered my emotions was all over the place

And my heart was beating faster than ever

«Right now I need some space, but everything I have told you was true.»

And that's when I broke down

«It's okay, I'll give you space» 

I wrote back, pretending I was okay

I cried

For the first time in months, I cried

«Thank you»

You wrote back

Why couldn't you at least be a little mean

That way I could hate you

Instead of still wanting you back, longing for you

But you'll pass me by this lifetime

And I just have to accept that

You were my first love

And right now, it feels like you might be my last.

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A/n

Felt like trying something new.

How we feeling?