♛How You Died♛ (Jikook/Kookmin) [[COMPLETED]]

♛Chptr. 29: Hurtful Absurdity♛

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"There were butterflies flying around, those fireworks in my chest and that intoxicating smell from your breaths so tell me... 

Am I the only one who felt how magical it was then? " -P.JM.

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Jimin's POV

My shift just ended and I thank God because I didn't really get to meet Mr. Jeon after I saw him this morning since I have to start planning the even with Hoseok-hyung. But now that I am in my apartment, the sudden catastrophe reigns in my thoughts once again.

*Thud*

"Stupid..."

*Thud*

"Really stupid..."

*Thud*

"You are absolutely out of your mind, Park Jimin."

*Thud*

I have been hitting my head on my bathroom's doorframe for about a hundred times now trying to send myself into unconsciousness expecting for these memories to leave my head. I was just staring into blank space as I hold onto the doorframe.

Maybe I should do something more than this? Should I get myself brainwashed? Maybe if I slip on the bathroom I'll hit my head on the floor and I'll forget, right? Or maybe I should get amnesia?

I sighed for the millionth time realizing that what I have in mind are more stupid. 

"Yeah... like I could easily get amnesia. And it's not like I could just let myself get hit by a car on the road since I can't even afford the bills for the hospital... I'll only make it hard for Halmoni." I sighed once again since I can't really do anything but that. 

I jumped over my bed with my back lying on the sheets as I began to wriggle around. I punched and kick my feet in the air in utter frustration.

"Aaaarrgghhh!!! Why did I have to do that?! And with HIM of all the people?! You are seriously such a disgrace to your life Park Jimin you pabo!! Really pabo!! Aaaarrrrggghh!!" I just continued kicking the air that didn't even do anything wrong to me. It should be myself that I am supposed to be kicking right now!

"You look like someone who just escaped from a mental hospital and I hope you could see yourself right now." I had my eyes widened from that voice and as I sat straight up, I saw Yoongi-hyung leaning on the doorframe with his arms crossed. I know how much he was judging me just by looking at the way he was narrowing his eyes as he shakes his head.

"Yah, hyung! Could you stop coming into my room?! I told you a lot of times to at least knock and make your presence known!" I yelled as I held my temple. This hyung is seriously adding up to my stress right now.

I heard him chuckle before he walked towards my bed and sat in front of me, staring at me with his soft but still cold gazes. 

"But I am so bored, Chim Chim." He said in a pout now making my arms to cross over my chest.

"What's with the nickname?" I asked him, my eyebrows furrowed demanding an explanation because who knows if that nickname was sort of a shortened way to tease me.