Yesterday's Happiness ( Growing Up )

Undecided

That night,Kayla lay in bed thinking about everything

Jay

Thellie

And the triplets.

She smiled weakly as she put them together

Would it really work ?

She sat up on her bed bringing her legs up to her chest and resting her head on her knees

This was way overdue

She thought about her friends and what they all meant to her.

But put together

They could mean so much more

Yet,as simple as it was,it really wasn't

She'd been thinking about it a lot and really wanted to get this whole drama and secrecy over and done with

Some sick part of her had always found the whole thing fun,but she knew deep down,the only thing stopping her from doing what she knew she had to do was dear

Fear of loosing it all

Loosing them all

And with that thought,one name sounded in her head

Jay

All day,,she'd thought about what had happened at lunch and as trivia as it'd been,she knew it had sparked something in Jay's mind

Recognition

He'd missed it all this while because he hadn't really connected the dots

Marino was probably the missing link

Who was she kidding

He was the missing link

The resemblance was too striking to miss

Earlier,she'd hoped that the fact that baby brother had had on a hoodie pulling it to the point where it completely hid his face would do a lot to prevent Jay from finding out  the inevitable

Solving the puzzle

But the rational part of her knew Jay had seen it just like they all did

A replica

He hadn't said anything about to her yet

And maybe

Just maybe

He really hadn't bothered to look hard enough

She really needed to tell him

But that would be easier said than done,wouldn't it?

Wouldn't it ?

In her defense,she'd tried to tell him on so many occasions but it had really never seemed like the right time

Okay that was not completely a lie

But it was an absolute lie either.

On more occasions than she could count,she'd woken up with her mind made up to finally get this whole thing,whatever it was,over and done with

But

Yes,there's a always a but

She always ended up chickening out

Yep

She was a chicken

Guilty