Short Stories

goddamnit.

Yknow, I'm kinda down and bored rn. I wanna write, but,,, I dunno what to write about. And even if I did, it would be shit. Like, why do people even care to read my shit. It's fucking trash! And the chapters that are SOMEWHAT ok, they're short as hell.

Not only can't I write, but I'm lazy as hell and get no work done, so when school comes around, im fucked. I tell myself to do the right thing, then I do the opposite and be a lazy piece of shit.

And I can't even depend on a girlfriend or wife cause I'm ugly, awkward, and I act like I don't give a fuck about anybody. I have this weird crooked tooth from some shot that happened to me when I was young, and I have bad hygiene, so I smell bad. Sometimes I wear the same damn shirt for a week. I shower like once a week, and I don't even text people I know (3 people) cause I'm too big of a pussy to do it, cause I'm like, what if they're busy? Or what if they think I'm annoying? So I'm just a loner. And I can't explain anything well, communtication is hard with me cause I'm too anxious and shit.

Why do you people even give a shot about me. Go to somebody else's book. Cause 9 times out of 10 their book is better than mine.

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I hate myself.

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I hope by some miracle I become a better person.

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