Alone (camp camp) *~DISCONTINUED~*

Part 29

We both stared at each other for a few seconds in silence.
"Just, please just leave me alone."
She looks at the floor with a sad expression and I get my stuff and storm off.
This time I didn't feel bad.
The whole day Nikki and Neil didn't bother me.
We sat at Different lunch tables as well. 
I was actually very thankful for them giving me some space.
We didn't have any contact other than nikki sending me one text.

Nikki- please text me when you get home so I know your safe.

I guess I would, I didn't want her to be worried about me.
And that reminded me.
Fucking hell.
Goddamn it I had forgotten. 
I wait in the halls for something to happen.
Almost as if on cue, I see Jacob coming towards me.
I don't even try to stop anything, I just let it happen.
He drags me by the wrist to the back of the school per usual.
Except this time even the drag hurt, considering I did a number on both my arms.
And considering all of the bruises I already had on my body, this time it was just unbearable.
I don't understand, I really don't understand why, or how he finds joy in this.
The pain was just so unbearable, I just wanted it all to end.
I don't think I could last this.
I'll admit, I'm not that strong.
At least I used to have a week for my scares to heal, but now they'll just keep on piling up, and every time he does this the pain will get worse.
But of course I couldn't tell anyone, oh god no, no that was just out of the question.
If he found out that I told someone, well, I don't know what he would do, but I know it would be worse than this, somehow.
I tried my best to not scream or cry, I didn't want them to have the satisfaction of anything, but the pain was just too much.
I started to scream and yell and I hear a couple snickers and laughs.
I just wanted it to end, please let this end.

Gwen's POV
I had told David what had happened yesterday and he was scared as FUCK.
He couldn't stop pacing back and forth saying 'what should we do!?'
I mean, I knew he cared for max but not this much.
I actually left out some of the details for his own safety.
If he had seen how max actually looked he would have flipped his shit even more, if that was even possible.
He said he would stay home today to talk to max when he got home.
This wasn't good considering that he hadn't seen all the damage.
I decided not to tell him and to just let him see the damage for himself.

Max's POV
It was over, thank god it was over.
They had left but I was still on the floor.
I don't think I could get up.
Could I get up?
Oh shit.
Everything still hurt.
One more thing and I might snap.
I tried my best to get up.
Every second I was in pain.
My first attempt to get up didn't work and I fell back down.
Luckily my arms caught my fall.
Making them hurt even more.
I yelped in pain in response.
I didn't care about making noise anymore.
It didn't matter.
Nothing mattered.
Why did it feel like my world was ending?
What is this feeling I've had for so long?
Whatever it was it was growing worse.
I cried almost every step I took.
It would take forever to get home.
God, I was so pathetic.
I didn't wanna go into the school bathroom to see the damage.
First of all it world hurt and second of all, I did't want to see what they had done to me.
I limp home crying my heart out all the way, occasionally taking breaks.
It took about three times longer to walk home.
I finally saw my house in view and... fuck.
One of the windows didn't have the curtain over it.
I saw David pacing back and forth inside.
I couldn't get past them without them seeing my terrible state.
I didn't have a house key or anything.
At this point I realized that I left my backpack at school.
I didn't care.
I was desperately thinking about last resorts.
Got it.

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