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" i see you're trying, i'm grateful 'cause i see you're trying "
warnings: slight examples of a toxic relationship, angst, yoongi is bad at love, yoongi crying, it's a drabble y'all just enjoy it :(
sorry for any grammar mistakes !
"Just let me go, ___." Yoongi yelled the familiar sentence to you but your legs still traveled behind him like strings were attached to his own.
Yoongi knew you were following. You did this every single time he tried to leave you. No, it wasn't because you were toxic, or crazy. Yoongi couldn't handle it. He couldn't handle your undying love for him, your burning admiration for his minimal of love that he showed towards you.
He felt as if you were too good for him, yet you still kept him around. to love him, to improve him, to save him.
"You were doing fine just three minutes ago, Yoongi. We were doing fine." You stated softly. As soft as it was spoken, Yoongi could still hear you.
So, he halted in front of the door. Your pace squelching to a stop as well. "Stay with me Yoongi. We'll be alright, okay?"
"You can't fix me, ___. It's not your job. So, just let me go." Yoongi deadpanned, back still to you.
"I know. I'm not trying to fix you. I'm trying to help you," This has happened plenty of times before. But Yoongi still insisted that this relationship wasn't going to work because of him.
It wasn't because of how Yoongi was brought up. His relationship was fine with his parents. although the relationships he had gotten himself into before you- did you both no good. They broke him. And left the scraps to you.
"You know what I do when you leave me almost every day because you're scared of yourself? I cry, I cry for you. I wish we could be happy but it takes time. And every time you leave, you just restart our progress. I can do this for years, Yoongi. You might leave me for good one day but I'll still pray that you find someone that can help you."
Silence crept through the seems of the house. Suffocating you both in what Yoongi hated most. He hated it because it always occurred when he didn't know what to do while you stared and eyed the craft that was his face with love.
To him, you deserved the utmost best when it came to love and that wasn't him. But you still wanted him around.
Yoongi sighed. Pinching the bridge of his nose in stress. He loved you too much to leave and let you cry out for him and his problems.
"You're breaking for me, aren't you?" You pursed your lips to hide a smile.
"Your love might not be a lot but it's what i want. Just love me like you always do Yoongi, it's no reason to over think it." You whispered.
Like a rope breaking from too much pressure, tears fell from Yoongi's eyes. With a turn of his heel he indulged himself into your sweet embrace. Mumbling incoherent sentences while tears spilled into your neck.
Despite, you held him. Giving him what he needed most. Your love and acceptance.
"What if I leave you again?" Yoongi muttered into your neck.
