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" ..triggered i'm not okay, you need to stay out of my way "
warnings: SWEARing, exes to lovers, bambam is a cocky lil .., rant, who gon stop me from drabbling? who?
[ A/N: i heard jhené aiko's triggered like five minutes before writing this and and as soon as i listened to it i knew i had to write ]
"Trust me when I say I do not miss your ass! I'm fine without you!" You bellowed into the phone. Hearing his scoff made you want to punch his pretty ass face through the screen. His perfectly structured face.
"___, baby, stop lying to yourself. You know you miss me. Being bitter isn't nice." He said cockily. Like he always did. These conversations somehow occurred at least every two weeks.
Bambam would call, you would answer like a thirsty bitch, you two would bicker. It was always about how you broke up with him and how you missed him despite the fact of you doing the deed. You denied it, constantly. Not only to bambam but to yourself. You knew you and you knew your ass was lying.
Bambam was the one- but you guys were done. End of discussion.
But of course, today your emotions weren't playing. And you were ready to explode with feelings that you've been biting back for months.
"You're mother fucking right, like always. I miss you and I miss you here with me and shit. damn, I fucking hate you for that. You make me literally insane. I haven't been the same since we broke up and it kills because I thought breaking up with you would do me some good. But now I only think of you when i go out with other people, when I lay with other people I think of your face and- fuck you Bambam." You ranted to no end.
Little did you know Bambam was smiling like a kid in a candy shop. He was so, so, so happy he had finally broken you. He knew you still had love for him. It was obvious. All he needed to do was set you off.
"Triggered much?" He spoke several beats after your heated speech about his beautiful, annoying self.
"I really want to wreck with you right now." You grumbled and sat down. You needed a stress-reliever and it wasn't going to be any of those other guys who thought they could replace Bambam.
"How about I come back and we can figure it out?" Bambam suggested.
The voice in the back of your head was telling you it was wrong- very wrong to even want to see him again. But sheesh did you want to yell at him in person.
You sighed and glanced up to your ceiling. "Fine. I'll leave the door open for you."
