the truth untold

forward

"You're doing great, Jisoo! Keep your expression that way!" the photographer hyped me up as he took different shots of me 

Months have already passed, it was already December and I've already been in 3 different magazine issues for 3 consecutive months since I've started. Truly, being under my modeling agency has helped me boost my confidence, especially with the people around me trying to help me out. 

And for the past months, I feel like my relationship with Taehyung's getting stronger. We've always understood that we won't have time for each other because of our busy schedule, though it's mostly because of him. Every night in California, we'll call each other just to say good night, the same goes for him when it's night time in Korea. With our daily interactions, I've always felt secured and contented.

"It's already winter!" I told him after I've watched their VLive celebrating Jin's birthday 

"I know" Taehyung smiled, "For me, winter is the most exciting season. The cold never bothered me anyway~" and he sang the last line

I laughed, "I like winter better, too."

However, after Jin's birthday, our daily conversations became every 2 days.

"Kimchi, I'm sorry I only called you today. I'm just really busy here."

"That's alright. I can wait."

"Sorry, chu. I gotta go." 

I sighed as Tae ended the call. They didn't have any concert after the second week of December when they went to Japan. Sometimes, it occurred to me that maybe he's not into our relationship anymore. But of course, I brush off the thought every time he calls me. Even if they were only brief, those were the only ones that kept me going. It went like that until the last week of December, his birth week. 

After the 26th of December, I just finished shooting a commercial and met my friends after, with George driving me to the restaurant. Eidjds

"Guess what?" Chaeng said, smiling at us mischievously

Lisa gasped dramatically, covering her mouth and her eyes wide, "You're pregnant?"

Chaeyoung pinched Lisa's arm, "What the hell, Lisa. Chimmy and I.. haven't gone there yet." her voice faltering every word that escaped her mouth

"What's your news, Chaeng?" asked Jennie

"I have a contract with SM Entertainment too." the blonde said, sitting with her chin held high and then winking at me

"Really?" the three of us simultaneously asked our friend, who eagerly nodded, smiling big and wide

"Jimin originally wanted to give my song to his management but I figured I'd want to be under the same management with you, Chu." she grinned, "And I want to do a collab with you girls! You know we've always wanted to sing an orginal song together!" 

"Good thing Jimin let you decided where you really wanted to be." Lisa stated, relieved

"He was supportive, thank God!" Chaeng sighed, shaking her head

"But we're not singers. How are we supposed to have a collab with you?" I asked

"Jisoo can easily do that since we're under the same management, another reason why I chose SM. As for you, Jen and Lali..." she trailed, "Jen, you know who to talk to." 

Jennie smirked, "I knew it."

Lisa and I looked at each other, confused.

"We have our lucky boy with us." Jennie said

"The one with connections."

Finally, when Lisa and I realized who they're talking about, we both said, "Jinyoung."