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This Summer break as been the funniest I had in years! I've been chilling with my cousin as we do ever Summer. I have been writing a lot that I deiced to start a blog page. Also, I deiced to give kpop a try and I really like it.

I liked it so much I do write lyrics for Sooah debut which will be happened soon. Asking of Sooah, there finally no more beef between uncle JK and Tae. Chunsoon and Sooah have been finally acting like brothers and sisters.

As for my family, mom, dad, and I have been going great and very supportive. Dad didn't go to a mental Institute, instead, we all decide to take family counseling. 

Of course, some days weren't easy but we've been getting along, listening to each other, and overall feeling like a family.

 I'm leaving for New York today! I'm going to New York University for Journalism. Dad and Mom are taking me to the airport as we speak.

"Are you excited, Nari?" Dad looks at me in the rearview mirror. "Yeah!" I answered him. He smiles them going back into the road.

One person as been on my mind this whole Summer, Felix.

Ever since we broke up we haven't talked. I didn't even see it at graduation. He's probably busy with his group. I'm excited to see their debut! I know all 9 of them are working hard.

Back to Felix, I hope he's happy just like me. It took time for me to get over him but thanks to the people around me they help me realize I shouldn't be crying over someone who moved, so I have to do the same.

We finally arrive at the airport, dad, and mom get out of the car to help me with my bags. "Thanks!" I thanked them. "Yeah, no problem honey!" Mom says.

"Well, this is goodbye," Dad said. The look on their faces is they're not ready to see me leave. "No, it's not goodbye. I'll see you later!"

"We know!" They cry then hugging me.

Oh, mom and dad I know they'll do this. That's why we got all our goodbye speeches yesterday night.

"I'll miss you too!" I will. I mean, they're my parents. Two people who into the person I am today. If it weren't for them I wouldn't be here.

"I'll see you later!"

"Bye, we love you!" They both wave as I did the same. One last kiss went into the airport.

I rolled my bags to check-in and then went through airport security. I walk over my gave and in the seat.

I was on my phone until I couldn't help but hear someone on the phone.

"Baby I don't want you. What if we fall in love with different people?" The lady talking on the said.

Nari that's rude! I should stop!

"But baby, you made who I am today. If it weren't for you I wouldn't be going this." The lady says.

I couldn't help but think of Felix. The night we broke up I said some like that because of it true.

He pushes me into following my dreams as writing. I won't be going to New York if he tells me to write so damn much.

Also, he made go explore. Before that, I always get bored at home cuz my dad and mom are always at work. My cousins at the family of their own so I just by myself but Felix change all of that.

He took me places I never been before. Every time we went on these dates he always shows his smile with his freckles.

How much these freckles. I miss everything about him. His cuteness, Australian accent, the way he ate rice cakes, them abs! Damn!

I wish he and I talked things out before I left. The way we broke up is fuck up.

I wish

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To see him again. Tell him how much I still love him. Yes, I still love Felix.

I can't leave, not now.

"Everyone who is the boring plane from Seoul to New York please line up right now." The announcer says.

Everyone but me gets up and starts lining up. I rise up from my seat, grab my bag, and went to the bathroom.

A few minutes later I come back from the far to see everyone left who was boring the plane.

But I see someone auguring with a worker.

"Sir I'm sorry but the plane is ready to take off." The lady tells him. "NO! I need to see her! Please!"

That voice sounds so familiar.

"I'm sorry sir." The lady apologizes. The guy walks by the window and places his head on it while watching the plane drive on the runway.

Wait! I know who that is! It's

"Felix?" I wonder. He quickly turns around and looks at me.

"Nari?"

FELIX! IT'S FELIX!

"FELIX!"

"NARI!"

We run to each other and giving the biggest hug I ever gave someone.

"What are doing here?" He kisses me. "I thought you going to New York?" He kisses me again.

"How did you know?" I asked. "Kyong told me." He answers. "I'm sorry. I'm never letting you go again." Felix cries. He places his hand on my head to lay my head on his shoulder.

"I'm sorry for not talking to you all these months." I also cried. I feel bad for just not talking to him. I delete his number from my phone but the pictures. I could never delete them.

"I love you." He tells me. How I miss these words.

"I love you too."I know he misses these words too.