"I'm sorry, Kanina pa kayo?" I asked Drake. Ngayon lang ako nakarating dahil sa nangyari tapos nag picture pa kami nina Chloe sa simbahan. Nagpaalam muna ako para sunduin si Drake at ang girlfriens niya, she knows naman that Drake is my friend also.
"Oo, kanina pa!" Umirap sakin si Drake. Ang kapal din ng isang 'to e.
"Wow! Ikaw pa galit? Sorry na nga e," sabi ko. And Monica just smiled and inaya ko na sila na umalis kami. Good thing naka cup at shades silang dalawa.
Yung ibang tao naman dito ay napapatingin sakin. Ofcourse! Because I'm still wearing my dress from Chloe's wedding. She said earlier that I should invite Drake and His Girlfriend but I refused because someone might see them. Hindi pa naman alam ng mga tao na may jowa 'tong si Drake.
"Chloe invited you to her wedding, are you coming?" I said. Sinabihan ko nalang baka magtampo patong isa e.
"No, tell her thank you but we need to rest first. We'll going to boracay tommorrow, would you come too?" He asked back.
"I can't, I'll be ready for modeling of RaCars Company.." I said while driving, nasa front seat si Monica at nasa backseat naman si Drake.
"Oh, okay..."
"You Monica? How's your cafè?" Tanong ko kay Monica busy kasi siya sa cellphone niya. I think she's busy.
"Ah, yeah.. my cafè was doing great actually," nakangiting sabi niya sakin. The first time I saw her, I really like her I don't think why.
"That's good, I really love your sweet cafè.. I feel so relaxed when I go there.." I used to be with standby in sweet cafè in San Franscisco to relaxed. It feels like home in the philippines, hindi naman ako nasusundan ng mga media.
I parked in the basement and unlock my seatbeat, naunang lumabas si Drake para kunin ang maleta nila. After niya masara ay umalis na kami sa basement at umakyat na sa Diamond hotel. Nasa 5th Floor ang room ata nila tapos nasa grand floor lang ang reception nina Chloe.
Dahil nasa right side yung reception ay nakita pa namin sina Kuya Rod na papasok palang sana pero tinawag siya ni Drake. Lumingon naman si Kuya Rod at si Desiree.
"Papa!" Masayang sabi ni Desiree habang tumatakbo papunta kay Drake. I saw how Drake and Monica smiled to Desiree. They love Desiree very much.
I saw someone entering the entrance and I stiffened. Holy shit! I thought he's inside? Oh my god! Madilim ang mata niya habang nakatingin sakin. His jaw crenched while walking towards us. Ginulo ni Drake ang buhok ni Desiree and then she pouted.
"Don't messy my hair, Papa!" Sabi niya at pinisil ni Drake ang isang pisngi niya. Hawak-hawak niya kasi, hindi ko alam na nakalapit na pala si Sky sa amin. I know he hear what Desiree said.
Bigla niyang pinulupot ang kamay niya sa beywang ko at hinalikan ang gilid ng ulo ko. Para akong nawawalan ng dugo dahil sa ginawa niya, he's infront of our daughter. I saw Drake's eyes directed to Sky's hand and he smirked.
"Mommy? Is Papa and Tita Monica stay's with us?" Inosenteng tanong ng anak ko. Her eyes directed to his father.
"Who is he, Mom? And why is his hands is holding your waist?" Nakakunot ang noong sabi niya.
"Papa and Tita wouldn't stay for us baby, They'll going to boracay tommorrow but I'm sure Papa is happy to see you.." medyo natatanggal na ang kamay ni Sky sa beywang ko dahil sa paglapit ko sa anak.
"But why, Mommy?" Her face fell.
"I'll explain it to you later okay? Go to Tito Rod, you'll see papa again later."
"Okay Mommy, did you already talk to da-"
"Go now baby, I'll see you later." Ang lakas ng tibok ng puso ko sa sasabihin ng anak ko. Kinuha siya ni Kuya Rod at nakita ko kung paano natawa si Monica at Drake sa reaction ko. What the fuck? Sky is just beside me.
"So, he's the father?" Narinig ko ang malamig na boses ni Sky sa likod ko. Napapikit ako sa boses niya, shit!
"What if I am?" Drake's smile is still on his lips. I think he's in the mood to tease Sky. The heck!
"You're not the look alike," sabi ni Sky tapos hinawakan ulit ang beywang ko.
"Her smile is like mine, she actually look like her Mother. Right hon?" Nakangising sabi niya. Pinandilatan ko na siya ng mata. Pero ang loko natatawa parin. Nakita ko kung paano umigting ang panga ni Sky sa sinabi ni Drake.
Lumingon si Sky sakin, His eyes is bloodshot. And he look angry, Why do he need to be angry? Ano ngayon kung si Drake ang papa ni Desiree? Dapat wala na siyang pakialam diba? He'll get married with Thalia, damn it!
"Is is true?" Tiim bagang na sabi ni Sky.
I don't want him to know that he's a father, This is not the right time to tell him. We're not yet okay.
You're not yet okay? How about the kiss?
Shut up! Shit, hindi na masyadong marami ang tao dito sa kinatatayuan namin. At hindi rin napapadaan ang mga tao, sarado narin ang pintuan ng reception.
"How dare you still away my fiancè!" Biglang may humila sa buhok ko. Tangina! Ang sakit. How dare her drag my hair? Did she know that it takes a minute to do my hair?
"Oh my god! Stop it!" Hinawakan ko ang magkabilang balikat niya at tinulak siya.
Yes Thalia,
"How dare you drag my hair like that? Did you know that it takes a minute to do my hair? Don't make my hair like your's because your hair is cheap!!" Nagpapa treatment ako sa hair ko tapos hihilahin niya lang? Drake hold my hand while Sky hold her.
"I don't care! You steal my fiancè to me!! You such a bitch!" Sigaw niya sakin.
"I didn't steal him from you! Ask him why he's always chasing me!!" Now, my bitchy side is on. She's angry and look to Sky.
"Is it true? Are you still chasing him Sky? It's been 10 years already! Damn it!" Frustrated niyang sabi.
"Thalia, stop it." His voice is like a authority.
Monica was trying to fix my hair, I don't want to get inside looking like this. Damn! What will they say when I'm looking like a damn mess?
"I told you not to go near me, Sky! We're done years ago. When you decide not to tell me you h-have a fiancè..." my voice broke. Nagbabadya na ang luha sa mata ko. I saw how he look at me, his eyes looking at me with gentle. How can he hurt me over again?
Yes, I already admitting to myself that after all those years, he still the one I love. Na kahit anong pilit kung sabihin na kinalimutan ko na yung nararamdaman ko sa kaniya ay hindi ko magawa. Kahit anong sabi ko sa sarili ko na naka move-on na ako, alam ko parin sa sarili ko na hindi pa. Taliwas sa sinasabi ng utak ko ang sinasabi ng puso ko, my heart is still beating to the man who hurt me years ago.
Sad to say, but yes. I'm still inlove to the person who broke my heart.
Kahit ginawa niya akong tanga, kahit pinaasa niya ako, kahit nag cheat siya sa'kin, kahit hindi niya sinabi sakin na may fiancè siya. My heart always belong to him, that after 10 years he's still the one for me.
In just a week, I admit to myself again that I couldn't move-on yet.
"I'll talk to you again, and I'll explain." With that, he left again while dragging Thalia.
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