Nandito kami namamasyal sa EK I saw a lot of kids happily smiling while roaming their eyes. I also saw a family happily bonding and enjoying each others company. Hindi ko gusto ang marangyang buhay, gusto ko yung simple lang at walang pinoproblema kundi kung anong kakainin namin. I would gladly accept a simple life, I mean hindi naman ako nagsisisi sa kung ano ako ngayon because I did this because of my daughter. I did everything I can to provide her needs.
"Mommy? Let's ride to that horse!" masayang sabi ng anak ko. She's pointing in the horse. May tumawag lang kay sky kaya sinagot muna niya.
"Okay baby, later okay? We'll just wait Daddy 'kay?" I said. And tapped her head. She looks happy while roaming her eyes, it's her first time going on this and so Am I. When I was young I didn't experience going here to bond because we don't have money to spent.
And I am so proud that I let my daughter experience this kind of world to her. Hindi ko man naranasan noon dahil sa kahirapan, pero gagawin ko lahat maranasan lang ng anak ko ang mga hindi ko naranasan noon. I will give her the world I didn't experience before, and as I always say my daughter deserves everything and I'll make sure to make her feel happy.
"Let's go? Where should we go first?" Sky suddenly asked. Tapos na siguro siya makipag-usap sa telepono.
"Sino tumawag?" i asked him. He looked away at kaagad kumunot ang noo ko. Napapansin ko this past few days palagi nalang may tumatawag sa kaniya. Ayoko ring pakialaman ang cellphone niya dahil may privacy naman siya. Nagdududa na ako na baka may tinatago siya sakin.
Tinitigan ko siya ng maigi yung tipo ng titig na maiilang ka talaga, they say I have this intimidating eyes that make anyone feel awkard. I use my advantage he just give me a small smile.
"Dun tayo Daddy!" Hindi ko nalang muna pinansin yung mga nararamdaman ko. I don't want to ruin Desiree's day.
Sky just nodded and Desiree pulled our hands to the horse ride. Bumili ng ticket si Sky para saming tatlo naghintay lang kami ni Desiree. She was happily smiling while watching some kids ride to that horse. I looked at my daughter who's giggling, she's excited to ride that horse.
"Here's the ticket baby!" Bumaling ako kay Sky na masayang nakangiti sa anak ko. Binuhat niya si Desiree at pumasok na kami sa loob. Sinakay sa isang kabayo si Desiree at dun naman kami sa likod ng kabayo niya, may pangdalawahan kasi dun di nga lang kabayo pero okay na yun.
"Babe?" Biglang tawag sakin ni Sky. Lumingon ako sa kaniya.
"What?" I asked. Confusing.
"Thank you." He said while putting he's face in my neck.
"Thank you for what?"
"Thank you for accepting me again and hear my explanation, I can't explain how happy I am today because of you and to our daughter. You make me the happiest man on earth Trixie, I love you!" Then he kissed my neck and of what he did It sent shiver to my skin.
"You also deserve to be happy Sky and you deserve to know that you have a daughter..." I never expected that this day would come. Hindi ko inakala na mabubuo pa yung pamilya namin, akala ko kasal na siya at ako naman ay magpapatuloy lang sa pagiging modelo.
They're right, unexpected happenings is the best. Yung tipo na hindi mo inakalang mangyayari ay ngayon ay nagkakatotoo na. I feel so fulfilled and contented of what I have right now. I can't ask for more, I'm already happy with my family sana magtuloy-tuloy na.
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Kumain kami sa isang restaurant dito sa EK after that tireful ride ay nagutom kami. It was fun and my daughter is enjoying, marami kaming sinakyan na magkasama and wala akong ibang ginawa kundi ang ngumiti at tumawa. This is the feeling of being bond with the family, I took a photo to the both of them. Most of the time ay magkasama ang mag-ama ko and they were so happy while spending time.
I get my phone and capture a photo of them happily eating while Sky feed Desiree a pizza. Pinost ko sa insatgram account ko and put a caption of 'My Happiness' and in just a minute ay marami ng naglike at nagcomment.
@anthony: Is this the father of your child Trix?
Anthony is one of my co-models nakasama ko narin siya sa isang photoshoot sa bench. Marami pang nagcomment pero tinago ko na ang cellphone ko. Nagpatuloy nalang akong kumain, Pagkatapos namin dito ay uuwi na kami dahil pagod na ang anak ko at alam kung inaantok na siya at nilalabanan niya lang.
Dun parin kami uuwi sa condo ko at dun rin ata ulit matutulog si Sky. Sky wanted us to live in his house but I'll just say in the right time. Gusto kung kasal na kami lilipat sa bahay niya pero hindi ko sinabi, I don't want him to pressure about marrying me it's his decision. And besides, I'm contented of what I have now and I think that's enough for now.
"Let's go home?" Sky suddenly looked at me. Naghikab na si Desiree kaya kailangan narin naming umuwi. "Yeah, sure. I think desiree's tired already so we need to go home. They're about to close the EK." I said. Medyo gumagabi narin kasi and I'm tired too. May ilan pang nakakita samin dito pero walang lumapit. Maybe they respected our privacy I caught some people took picture of me.
Binuhat ni Sky ang anak namin at nakatulog na nga si Desiree sa shoulder niya. We went inside his black mustang, pinahiga niya si Desiree sa backseat at pagkatapos maayos ang pagkakahiga ni Desiree ay pinagbuksan naman niya ako ng frontseat, I just gave him a small smile and get inside. Umikot naman siya para sumakay na sa driver's seat.
Tahimik kami sa byahe at wala rin akong gana makipag-usap sa kaniya. I still can't forget that those past few days nagiging busy siya.
"Hey? Are you okay?" He asked. Hinilig ko kasi ang ulo ko sa headrest pumikit. I feel tired at the same time enjoy.
"Yeah, I'm fine." Sabi ko habang nakapikit parin.
Baka mga empleyado niya lang o sekretarya ang palaging tumatawag sa kaniya. Hindi na naman niya magagawa sakin ang lokohin ako. Iniisip niya narin naman siguro na may anak kami at masasaktan lang yung anak ko kapag ginawa niya yun. Hindi lang ako yung masasaktan pati na yung anak namin.
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